I do have some attraction towards others but sex especially right now doesn't interest me. Before and still I have to get to know the person and have a mental, emotional or psychological connection with them. Even after I know I will be picky. I am MTF wanting a relationship after the total transition is finished but I know that part of me will still want that real connection. I just won't sleep with a man to see how it is. That's the way I feel now. Of course I want to be attractive but not a tramp. Does anyone else think about these things? Marriage and being a wife and already know the answer to this being a real woman. I don't mean we are fake now I just mean happy and not afraid to show your sexuality and someone pointing and saying, your a man. I know I'm sounding crazy but I have these thoughts because I want this to happen and happen right.
