So i went to see an endocrinologist for the first time yesterday and was all dressed up had my sis in law do my makeup cuz shes really good at it lol. But i get to start hormones the 1st of june as long as i can get a note from my therapist which will be no problem. So here's hoping all goes well which it should and the Dr. felt my chest area and said that i should grow very nicely which im guessing is a great sign. Only concern is i was told it would be best for me to quit smoking as estrogen can cause blood clots in smokers so im still working on that part.