I said that to her when we were going round about the earrings and she said there has to be some physical attraction too. I already feel like a horrible person because I have a VM(virtual machine) on my personal computer where i come to look up all this stuff and talk to ya'll. And i rented a mailbox so i can order stuff and not worry about her finding it. I feel like i'm cheating on her or something, but with myself, if that makes any sense. I wish i could have gotten an appointment before we went on vacation in june, but i have to wait till after.
