Day 1 of HRT

[Tatiana 79]

Hello everyone
I just got back from my new Doctor
And after my second visit it begins and  only in one month's time.
I never would have received proper treatment from my psychiatrist even after 10 years of visits all I got was tons of unnecessary meds.
I definitely will be back here as I was because I truly did Miss friendships that were developed.
I don't have the time now to explain all the details but I will later after I take care of some needed things but I thought I would throw this short post out in the time I had. I found out I was far more healthier than I thought my doctor said all my numbers are textbook but I'm not surprised due to the genetics on my father and mother side everyone pushes a hundred or a little past. I'll be back soon with more details as soon as I can.  and one other thing
        YEAH !!
love you all Tatiana

[HappyMoni]

Congratulations Sweetie!

[Arianna Valentine]

Hello everyone
I just got back from my new Doctor
And after my second visit it begins and  only in one month's time.
I never would have received proper treatment from my psychiatrist even after 10 years of visits all I got was tons of unnecessary meds.
I definitely will be back here as I was because I truly did Miss friendships that were developed.
I don't have the time now to explain all the details but I will later after I take care of some needed things but I thought I would throw this short post out in the time I had. I found out I was far more healthier than I thought my doctor said all my numbers are textbook but I'm not surprised due to the genetics on my father and mother side everyone pushes a hundred or a little past. I'll be back soon with more details as soon as I can.  and one other thing
        YEAH !!
love you all Tatiana

Awesome love to hear your wonderful news you know I'm here for you girl just gimme a holler if you need to talk or whatnot

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[Northern Star Girl]

Hello everyone
I just got back from my new Doctor
And after my second visit it begins and  only in one month's time.
I never would have received proper treatment from my psychiatrist even after 10 years of visits all I got was tons of unnecessary meds.
I definitely will be back here as I was because I truly did Miss friendships that were developed.
I don't have the time now to explain all the details but I will later after I take care of some needed things but I thought I would throw this short post out in the time I had. I found out I was far more healthier than I thought my doctor said all my numbers are textbook but I'm not surprised due to the genetics on my father and mother side everyone pushes a hundred or a little past. I'll be back soon with more details as soon as I can.  and one other thing
        YEAH !!
love you all Tatiana

@Tatiana 79
Dear Tatiana:  I trust that you are refreshed and have recovered from your absence on the Forums.   I really missed seeing your happy posts and updates while you were away.   
That sounds like very good news about your new Doctor and your continuing journey and soon beginning with HRT.    Exciting news for sure... hang on for the ride... it can get bumpy at times but overall it will be a wonderful journey.

Yes, indeed this place is quite addicting with the friendships and conversations that we have with other members.
I am so glad that you are back.   You have garnered lots of readers and followers since you joined relatively recently in late April.
 
As you know, we are here for you in good times and also in bad times.   We can both rejoice and if needed we can support you no matter what is happening with you.
Please keep you updates coming....  you have curious and caring followers that want to know!!!

Hugs and hugs, and hugs,  ....welcome back to the fold.
Danielle

[Tatiana 79]

Thanks so much
Moni  Arianna  Danielle
I don't think I'll ever forget this moment right now.
Once again the fuse is lit even though I know it's only placebo the mind can be extremely powerful as I learned discovering DES. which propelled me here but dissipated in several weeks it was very profound similar to a blind person given sight and then it slowly is taken away.
when I lost the initial surge caused by psychology. My old demons from youth seem to take over with me never feeling I fit into any group at all growing up feeling so repressed and isolated, even here  when the buzz was gone.
it's easy to work through this stuff when you can only sleep an hour and a half and night so there's plenty of time for that even with enough sleep meds to probably knock out an elephant. When I first felt that initial Buzz and the power it possessed it was incredible it would be all I would hope to have and be satisfied but my doctor just kind of smirked when I told her this and said oh no it's going to be better. For the 3 or 4 weeks
That I was here a lot at I was sleeping six to seven and a half hours a night easily and could fall back asleep something I never could do for at least a decade. And nothing happened to me at all I wasn't hit on the head or anything it was just the power of understanding initiated the body and mind to try and correct itself as my older sister the psychologist always preaches to me.
I totally believe my sister now because I feel similar to what led me here in the first place and I believe I'll sleep fine tonight and that'll be the proof.
And perhaps those demons from youth will be put to Bay because what I am experiencing now is extremely positive even though I know it's only placebo but is extremely powerful none the less.
I am hoping that starting  therapy will act as a  kind of glue that will help  me feel a little more integrated with this wonderful group but it really doesn't matter if you're not on the path or well down it, but to me personally I never felt quite Worthy corresponding with such an intelligent loving group.
And gosh thanks so much Danielle your over the top caring truly epitomises the spirit here at Susan's.

I'm back now to drive you all nuts sorry. Iol
     love you all  Tatiana

[Arianna Valentine]

Thanks so much
Moni  Arianna  Danielle
I don't think I'll ever forget this moment right now.
Once again the fuse is lit even though I know it's only placebo the mind can be extremely powerful as I learned discovering DES. which propelled me here but dissipated in several weeks it was very profound similar to a blind person given sight and then it slowly is taken away.
when I lost the initial surge caused by psychology. My old demons from youth seem to take over with me never feeling I fit into any group at all growing up feeling so repressed and isolated, even here  when the buzz was gone.
it's easy to work through this stuff when you can only sleep an hour and a half and night so there's plenty of time for that even with enough sleep meds to probably knock out an elephant. When I first felt that initial Buzz and the power it possessed it was incredible it would be all I would hope to have and be satisfied but my doctor just kind of smirked when I told her this and said oh no it's going to be better. For the 3 or 4 weeks
That I was here a lot at I was sleeping six to seven and a half hours a night easily and could fall back asleep something I never could do for at least a decade. And nothing happened to me at all I wasn't hit on the head or anything it was just the power of understanding initiated the body and mind to try and correct itself as my older sister the psychologist always preaches to me.
I totally believe my sister now because I feel similar to what led me here in the first place and I believe I'll sleep fine tonight and that'll be the proof.
And perhaps those demons from youth will be put to Bay because what I am experiencing now is extremely positive even though I know it's only placebo but is extremely powerful none the less.
I am hoping that starting  therapy will act as a  kind of glue that will help  me feel a little more integrated with this wonderful group but it really doesn't matter if you're not on the path or well down it, but to me personally I never felt quite Worthy corresponding with such an intelligent loving group.
And gosh thanks so much Danielle your over the top caring truly epitomises the spirit here at Susan's.

I'm back now to drive you all nuts sorry. Iol
     love you all  Tatiana

Sweetie that thing that drove you that propelled you that brought you here to us it didn't die it didn't go away it just went to sleep and every now and then you have to kick it in its butt and wake it back up shopping those wonders but so do compliments

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[pamelatransuk]

Hello Tatiana

When I first logged on, I read your message and replied and perhaps misunderstood that you started HRT yesterday and I congratulated you and advised some threads on HRT Board for you to examine in your own time.

It appears from this thread that you start HRT next month and I am so pleased for you to have that just a month away.

I am so happy you have returned to posting and we shall correspond on several threads whether on this board or Transgender Talk Board or HRT Board, I am sure.

Love, Friendship and Hugs

Pamela

[Tatiana 79]

Hello everyone
It looks like I used the wrong words to express what I meant about one month's time.
My first appointment was on June 5 and my second was on  July 5th where I walked out with my doctor's prescription.
I meant it only took one month to start treatment sorry for the poor choice of words that led to this confusion but yesterday was day one for me.
Tatiana

[pamelatransuk]

Tatiana

Now I understand  - you started HRT 5 July as I first assumed.

Congratulations - it is a wonderful feeling, isn't it? Enjoy the ride.

Hugs

Pamela

[Allison S]

Congratulations!

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[DawnOday]

Tatiana. Day 1 of the marathon. Take it day by day and don't expect miracles over night. It's a long process and each new sensation that you feel will be justification for your decision to transition. Find a support group in your area. If you need help I am here for you. I found that being around others in the same situation as such a blessing. Especially because I always thought I was alone. I am impressed by all these courageous young transitioners. I want to see them succeed. 

[Tatiana 79]

Dearest Dawn
Thank you so much for your advice coming from you it really is huge for me.
I basically live isolated in the Northern Forest of Upper Michigan but there is some support around the Marquette area which is about 50 miles away but I'm sure I won't be there much or at all but you never know.
I do have one special transwoman friend that pointed me to the correct doctor and she does offer her services for ones like me but I probably won't see her till September 15th at the U P rainbow Pride Fest  to personally thank her because she is fiercely awesome.
Plus I have you and everyone else for support now. Thanks so much for your offer.
Hugs and love Tatiana