So besides my initial introductory post, I've never started a real thread here....so what the hell...here we g
I'm not sure what may be motivating me to post here (maybe it's the wine?...yes for sure it's got to be), but I feel like speaking my peace a bit.
While I've generally identified as Gender Fluid, I've always felt that a true descriptor is Transgender. Not to derail to quickly, but damn, labels are such a drag sometimes....like seriously, why can't we just be who we are? I get it, society in general needs a "box", a definition, but for reals....it gets very tiring sometimes trying to fit a mold or a definition for someone.....anyway...
It's my birthday today and I feel alternately "old" and also pretty. I often long for my forgone youth and the "what if's" and "shoulda coulda's", but it is what it is. I don't really have any great insights or anything to say here, other than I feel like my 46 years on this earth have been a wild, up and down, loopy adventure.....I have an amazing spouse who supports who I am. The bigger question always looms..................who am I?
I don't know.......I'm not sure. I'm trying to accept some sort of fluid balance of male and female, although truthfully I know I am female inside. Can, or will, I ever be female outside? I don't know....For the time being, I will try to be my most pretty, unicorn, princess, individual self, while alternatingly balancing the X and the Y within me.
I don't know any of you, yet I love you all. I love reading along with your stories, your thoughts, your adventures. It's my birthday today....I did my makeup really pretty today today......not super flashy, but nice...I may break out a super gorgeous pair of heels tomorrow, that I've not worn yet. I just want to be me, and feel comfortable in my own skin....
