Wish I can say things are going well. They're really not unfortunately
I mean I'm still stuck living with my parents and still having to be closeted to the point I'm thinking of quitting hormones/possibly suicide cause I'll most likely have to wait till they're dead to start over and by then I'll be way too old for hormones to have any effect or I'll be deemed unhealthy to start again due to old age.
Speaking of job. Yep I'm work in retail sounds like it should be simple for me given my history, right?? Nope I'm struggling just like my last two jobs only difference I've managed to still keep this one and far longer than I imagined. Still needing to get that learning disability diagnosis up to date and still would like to be tested to see if I'm somewhere on the autism spectrum only thing stopping me there (besides parents that are in complete denial) is that I need at least around $2100 to do so and I don't make nowhere enough to even be able to save that much and I have no insurance and my job doesn't provide unless i'm full time which is impossible to get and all the full time jobs with benefits are the type that I can't handle unless I can get extensive help and/or performance modifications. Yay for being born genetically inferior and having to deal with stigma on top of it.
I hesitated sharing this earlier as I didn't won't to be negative as usual. So I apologize in advance
