Hello everyone, John here. In denial?

[Carbonvixen]

I have never really came out to anyone before so why not here. I am a male but I completely feel like I am supposed to be female. I don't feel right in this skin.

I was raised with my mom until age 6, from 6-13, I live with me dad. Abusive, didn't give a crap guy. It was always "stop crying and man up". My mother won custody back when I was almost 14 and by then I was hitting puberty. Moved from house to house for years until I moved out on my own.

I am 25 and a male? When I am in my own serenity at home, geuss I emotionally identify as a female. I have had women leave me because I am "too emotional", no joke. I just have no clue what to think about any of this so I try not to think about it. I don't know what I was hoping by posting this. At least I'm telling someone.

[Northern Star Girl]

I have never really came out to anyone before so why not here. I am a male but I completely feel like I am supposed to be female. I don't feel right in this skin.

I was raised with my mom until age 6, from 6-13, I live with me dad. Abusive, didn't give a crap guy. It was always "stop crying and man up". My mother won custody back when I was almost 14 and by then I was hitting puberty. Moved from house to house for years until I moved out on my own.

I am 25 and a male? When I am in my own serenity at home, geuss I emotionally identify as a female. I have had women leave me because I am "too emotional", no joke. I just have no clue what to think about any of this so I try not to think about it. I don't know what I was hoping by posting this. At least I'm telling someone.

@Carbonvixen
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[V M]

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