I can do it. But dont know how.

[Leah/Newt]

 I have always had good control over my voice. Highs, lows, the whole range of my voice. Ive had multiple people freak out when i accidentally hit that sweet spot. "Who was that."     "I think it was me." Its aggravating because no matter how hard i try i cant hear it. And im to embarrassed to try to do on purpose around people, so i have no second opinion. On top of that when i do try i always hit a mute spot and break into falsetto.

[Northern Star Girl]

I have always had good control over my voice. Highs, lows, the whole range of my voice. Ive had multiple people freak out when i accidentally hit that sweet spot. "Who was that."     "I think it was me." Its aggravating because no matter how hard i try i cant hear it. And im to embarrassed to try to do on purpose around people, so i have no second opinion. On top of that when i do try i always hit a mute spot and break into falsetto.

@Leah/Newt
You did not mention it, but do you have a voice training coach
and are you regularly seeing a Voice Therapy professional?
Wishing you well,
Danielle

[Leah/Newt]

The closest is about three hours away. But im not really wanting a particular feminine voice. Just somewhere in the middle, androgynous.