A brief history (and present) of Margaret's life

[Margaret (Chin-Sun)]

At the beginning, please delete my first topic.

Secondly, English is not my first language, and it is not as good as I would like it, to be. I'm making up for it, and I'm learning two more languages.

Thirdly, I warmly welcome everyone.



I'm Margaret. 31 years old. Polish.

At the age of 17, I told my mother that I felt a woman. She accepted it and gave me support. Father too. At the age of 19 I was diagnosed with transsexualism (M-F) and started HRT. After seven months, I interrupted her due to a very strong social phobia, which I have suffered from the age of 13. At the age of 20-22 I had two suicidal plans, but eventually nothing happened. Then I wandered inwardly, for a long time.

Currently after many years, I want to resume treatment. A winding road is ahead of me. My dream is, to be able to live like a normal woman. I don't want anything more from life. I have good physical conditions, but many other problems, that I'm beginning to face.

My male name still appears on the ID card.

The address of this place my friend gave me. Conclusion from current life I have one, listen to reason but follow my heart. The world is special for me, because it gives you a chance, to live in harmony with your nature. It's a place where you can love yourself, and others.

[Northern Star Girl]

@Margaret (Chin-Sun)
Hello Margaret:
I see that you were welcomed here by our lovely member @V M  back on August 18, 2018 on another thread that you made your very first posting.

I am glad that you have become a member of Susan's Place and that you have shared your posting with other members here on the Forums.
I am thinking that you may have lots more questions and concerns, this is the right place for you to be to find out what others have done that may have been in your circumstances.
Be aware that there are a lot of members here that can identify with your situation..
 
You will find this a safe and friendly place to share with others  and to read about others similar trials, tribulations, and successes.  When frustrated or if you have successes you can share it here if you wish and receive support from others and offer support to others. ....
***It's a very good chance that you might find that you will make some new friends here. 
Please come in and continue to be involved at your own pace. 

In her Welcome Message  V M  included Important LINKS that will tell you about Susan's Place.  Included there is information about the site that will help you navigate around and best utilize the features here.   
Please look closely at the LINKS in RED, answers are there to many questions that new members ask.   Please don't be a stranger, we want to share postings and thoughts with you.

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[Alice V]

Hey Margret

I assume we're in such age when you stop fulfilling other's expectations and start do something for yourself. Good luck on that road

[Margaret (Chin-Sun)]

Thank You.

For a long time I hesitated whether I would do more good for myself and for others, without change. I've never had a boyfriend, generally I feel very lonely, and I'm looking for friends. I have many interests, I'm intelligent and capable, but so far it was not enough. It's time to change unsuccessful life.