I think that was a pretty great post. I see the same appeal of being able to uproot and start over even if your going from your dream house to a crappy apartment. Still the thing that most interested me was your comment on not knowing how to date.
Tongue in cheek even if its true but isn't relationship stuff why God invented therapy and drugs? Mundane stuff to sexual jazz to dealing with money, insurance, doctors, kids etc. Its hard! Anyway - I really enjoy your posts. I think your asking some great questions and glad there are people out here who can relate to this and say things better then I.
And yes - getting old and going to funerals is indeed becoming a real drag but... It does inspire some motivation to not just sit and spin. Once in a while I think about kids from my old neighborhood who died young and I listen to this song (It takes a while to start) Its pretty dark but I think it lets me think a good thought about friends who are gone and make me remember I'm alive so I can take everything I can get from life while I can. Stay above dirt and get the most out of your day!