Hi, Wiktor!
I see that you first posted a couple of weeks ago, but didn't get an official welcome. So please allow me to officially welcome you to Susan's Place.
In most places, doctors and therapists are not in the business of allowing or disallowing you to transition. Most genuinely want to help you.
The place to start is to talk to a gender therapist. What they do is make sure that there are no underlying mental health concerns that would preclude transition. They look to see if your discomfort/dysphoria is "insistent, persistent, and consistent".
You don't have to be in agony to transition. Many people are, but for many of us, the symptoms were so subtle that we swept them under the rug and denied them for decades. I didn't start until I was 62 because I was able to convince myself for so long that I couldn't possibly be trans. But here I am, transitioning with the blessing and assistance of the medical professionals.
You have to try and see where this journey takes you.
Please feel free to stop by the
Introductions forum to tell the members about yourself. Here is some information that we like to share with new members:
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