Hey!
Nice to meet you
Don't worry about language

English isn't my native too. You'll get used to it someday

reading helps, listening too. Just sharing my experience with language

I didn't started transition yet, so I don't know about your situation much. I'd suggest you that. Close your eyes. Imagine what you've been before. Think of what you've felt this days. Then think what you feel now. What's better? Who is real you, old one or new one? Though appearence may be important, it mostly matter how you feel inside.
Anyway, welcome to Susans, feel free to share your concerns and experience