Good day
I am an older person who was born androgynous (probably intersex), who wants to finish the bodies development to be a woman. My psychologist classifies me as having always been more female than male and that I never finished puberty. My body tries that now by growing itself a set of boobs.
Because of the fact that I had a penis, I was raised male (kind of in the beginning, because my parents wanted a girl). My body never developed any of the secondary male sex characteristics (not even an Adams Apple, or male chin/jaw line), and I tried very hard to fit my male role. Luckily I had a job in the medical arena that was absolutely gender neutral, and that made my life much easier. I was happily married (my wife loved my soft, hairless body, because it was so nice to cuddle with), until about 15 to 16 years ago, when I lost my ability to function as a male within a very short time. This and some other problems destroyed my marriage.
My psychologist feels that I went through menopause at that time, and this seems to be confirmed by the results of a genome analysis that put me into the same category as a typical post menopausal female.
Shortly after this kind of a menopause I started to play with the idea to become a woman. At that time I did not even think much about that I was androgynous, or that i could be transgender. I must have had dysphoria all my life, but I did not recognize it as such.
The urge to become a woman got stronger and stronger, and really came out full blast when my breasts were starting to grow (kind like, now that we done with puberty, let's be the real thing).
So, here I am sitting, still looking more like an old geezer on his way to become an old hag!
My main goal is to be a full woman before I die!
