I did not get email notices for these as I initially had settings set wrong so hopefully I will be faster on the response time...
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@Danielle Thanks for your welcome!!!!!!, and yes -
QuoteI do not have suggestions for you other than keep seeking answers from your doctors... and about the only comment I can make is "No Pain, No Gain"
YES, at least now,
finally, I have an excellent support team at easy reach, and will use them. As to the "no pain, no gain," that saw is only partially true, I feel. Pain is part of the body's warning system and I have read here and elsewhere of folks going through much excruciating pain and bleeding that just doesn't seem right, and while my heart goes out to them I can only hope that they keep trying and are able to get appropriate help. Sometimes being a pest works. Remember I am on my second SRS even though the first one was by supposedly world-famous folks. YOU are your own best judge...
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@AnonyMs, hi and thanks for looking in!!! YES! - remember that I am an old fogie and went through the timeframe where doctors, because of studies, in their infinite (ha) wisdom, took me off estradiol. Of course now I could probably go back on it . Years past when I was on premarin, I went off it because I was getting bad hot flashes - didn't discover until early 2000 that I had an ovary in there and was menopausing (joys of intersex). But it's all an experience that I wouldn't change for the world! I had tried the black cohosh etc stuffs and soy iso stuffs with no results and only a month ago connected with a batch of (EDIT please see a couple posts down about this stuff!)
Pueraria M (10oz Amazon) that actually did something (previous ebay 8oz batch did nothing). so that gives me good feelings/setup for the rest of my life (since estrogens are a long process, not a quick fix - I expect years for changes, though my nipples immediately got and are sore.)
When I was much younger, I wanted breast implants and got them and 15 years later had them removed since my skin is tight and they just didn't look natural. Dow Corning, no complications either time and was very lucky on the scarring - you really have to look at the areola to see anything. My comment to my plastic surgeon at the time was that we has no right to expect anywhere near the good result we got - just luck!!! Joel Mark Noe, bless you!
My immediate aim/focus for now is to dilate, (now that I am done with the UTI stuffs) and see if I can get back to most of what Stanford made for me 45 years ago. so, yes, the pelvic muscle wall will bitch and whine as I go back through it and the sensitive vaginal tissues get pinched and complain, and, indeed, I may already be at my limit (1 1/4) - if so, so be it, but I know that I need to keep it there forever so the tissues around the urethra and clitoris can stretch, relax, and adjust .
For me, dilation is forever(that's cool), and estrogen of whatever form you (and your doctors help you to) adjust to, is forever.
I object - last time the post verification thing asked me if I was human!!! Don't know about that!!!
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Exercise as much as you can!