It's been awhile, hasn't it? I hope to be more active now, however!
I originally joined uncertain of my gender identity. I now know I identify as male. Even so, I don't feel entirely ready to start T. I already pass fairly well, minus my short stature and voice. I already have a beard from PCOS, and part of me isn't even sure I want to change that much...and yet, when I think about the fact that T would essentially make me PHYSICALLY male, then I do want to go on T...but there are complications. Firstly, I have to stay on birth control for now, due to bleeding out issues otherwise. I so badly want top surgery, but I know many insurances do not cover it.

All that said, I'm FTM, 29 years old, and mostly bi/pansexual with some aro/ace tendencies. I like a lot of celebrities, mostly older ones like Cher and Stevie Nicks. I struggle with mental health issues, and am working on applying for SSI. This is part of the transition delay as well. I live in the Chicago area.
That's all for now! Sorry for the disorganized nature of this post. I haven't been feeling well for weeks (out of it, brainfogged, and very badly tired). I have no idea why.