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Started by Katie Ellen, January 02, 2019, 11:23:11 AM

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Northern Star Girl

@Katie Ellen

Yes... I am moving it now to member blogs...

HUGS, Danielle


Quote from: Katie Ellen on April 01, 2024, 03:22:31 PMI think maybe this log should be moved to the members blog section? Can that be done?


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I started HRT March 2015 and
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Northern Star Girl

@Katie Ellen

    DONE !!!!

HUGS, Danielle

Quote from: Northern Star Girl on April 01, 2024, 03:26:42 PM @Katie Ellen

Yes... I am moving it now to member blogs...

HUGS, Danielle

Quote from: Katie Ellen on April 01, 2024, 03:22:31 PMI think maybe this log should be moved to the members blog section? Can that be done?
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  Aspiringperson is now Alaskan Danielle    
           I am the HUNTED PREY : Danielle's Chronicles    
                  A New Chapter: ALASKAN DANIELLE's Chronicles    
                             Danielle's Continuing Life Adventures
I started HRT March 2015 and
I've been Full-Time since December 2016.
I love living in a small town in Alaska
I am 44 years old and Single
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Katie Ellen

Wow! That was fast! Thanks!!!
Katie Ellen

Northern Star Girl

@Katie Ellen

You had started this Blog of yours back on January 02, 2019....

  https://www.susans.org/index.php/topic,243765.msg2211229.html#msg2211229

It appears that the New Years Day site crash
affected it's original location that was in Member Blogs and
unfortunately many of the postings that you submitted and the reply
comments from your followers are gone and out there in cyber space....   
....but consider this a fresh start. 

I will continue to be eagerly following your updates and postings.


HUGS, Danielle
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Katie Ellen

For quite some time now, I've been having dreams that I'm being chased and sometimes trying to be killed. I usually don't remember my dreams, but these I seem to. I still haven't come out to my family, other than my wife, so I don't know if these are trans related or not. I see my therapist in two weeks. I haven't mentioned this to her yet.
Katie Ellen

Northern Star Girl

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@Katie Ellen
Fortunately your dreams did not come true... I am very glad about that.

I am wishing you well with eventually coming out to your family... when you do it...
it will be like a big heavy weight is lifted off of your shoulders.

It will take courage and self affirmation, but eventually it should all come
together.... be aware as you probably know from reading other members coming-out
stories, not everyone will accept you as Katie Ellen.  (initially possibly including some family members) :(

Please keep us all undated...
HUGS, Danielle
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I started HRT March 2015 and
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I love living in a small town in Alaska
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Gina P

Sounds like the fears of life are popping up in your dreams. That if they find out about you, the villagers will hunt you down with pitch forks and staves. I think the step of coming out can be the most stressful part of transition. Good luck with your family. I'm sure they will be understanding.
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Katie Ellen

Quote from: Gina P on April 02, 2024, 05:51:25 AMSounds like the fears of life are popping up in your dreams. That if they find out about you, the villagers will hunt you down with pitch forks and staves. I think the step of coming out can be the most stressful part of transition. Good luck with your family. I'm sure they will be understanding.
I think you might be right Gina. I have been seriously thinking about coming out lately. Especially since I'm moving forward with pursuing bottom surgery. Thanks
Katie Ellen

Katie Ellen

I forgot to mention that I had my levels checked a couple of weeks ago. It's been 8 months since my orchi and I switched back to sublingual E instead of patches about 2 months ago. Patches just don't work for me unless I wear 3 at a time. And that's expensive. Anyway, for the first time ever, my levels are perfect! I sure hope that means good things are ahead?
Katie Ellen
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Northern Star Girl

@Katie Ellen
 
Thank you for sharing your wonderful update regarding your
excellent blood test results....

Like you stated... "good things are ahead"

I am wishing success for you....   planning surgery and coming out ...
....and I am sure that there are other thing on your list. 

As you feel comfortable sharing, keep the updates coming for me and
the rest of your avid followers.


HUGS, Danielle  

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  Aspiringperson is now Alaskan Danielle    
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                  A New Chapter: ALASKAN DANIELLE's Chronicles    
                             Danielle's Continuing Life Adventures
I started HRT March 2015 and
I've been Full-Time since December 2016.
I love living in a small town in Alaska
I am 44 years old and Single

Northern Star Girl

@Katie Ellen
I hope that you are still not having those fearful dreams at night... if so 
I am thinking that you might be interested in the following article:

--->   https://www.discovermagazine.com/mind/what-foods-can-give-you-nightmares

HUGS, Danielle
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  Aspiringperson is now Alaskan Danielle    
           I am the HUNTED PREY : Danielle's Chronicles    
                  A New Chapter: ALASKAN DANIELLE's Chronicles    
                             Danielle's Continuing Life Adventures
I started HRT March 2015 and
I've been Full-Time since December 2016.
I love living in a small town in Alaska
I am 44 years old and Single

Katie Ellen

I have a video 1st consultation for a zero depth vulvoplasty next Monday. I'm excited but a little nervous! That was way faster than I expected.   :icon_yikes:
Katie Ellen
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Gina P

Consults come fast then the long agonizing wait till surgery day. My date is still 2 months 9 days away, or 70 days, or 10 weeks, or 1,680 hours but who's counting. :)
Gina
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Katie Ellen

Quote from: Gina P on April 03, 2024, 02:37:42 PMConsults come fast then the long agonizing wait till surgery day. My date is still 2 months 9 days away, or 70 days, or 10 weeks, or 1,680 hours but who's counting. :)
Gina
How long have you been waiting?
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Gina P

Its been like 6 months. But my doctor is a very popular doctor.
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REM.1126

Your dream may be urging you to confront and overcome some fear in your waking life.  It could be coming out, rejection, or something else completely?  What seems to be the biggest thing causing anxiety when you are awake?
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Katie Ellen

Quote from: Gina P on April 04, 2024, 06:01:37 AMIts been like 6 months. But my doctor is a very popular doctor.
I hope time flies for you!
Katie Ellen
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Katie Ellen

Quote from: REM.1126 on April 05, 2024, 04:24:45 PMYour dream may be urging you to confront and overcome some fear in your waking life.  It could be coming out, rejection, or something else completely?  What seems to be the biggest thing causing anxiety when you are awake?
I've been thinking the same thing myself. I'm at the point that I need to decide if I'm going forward with bottom surgery or not. I'm really hard on myself about it and anticipate the worst!
Katie Ellen
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Katie Ellen

Today is a really hard day. I'm beating myself up worrying that I'm being selfish at this point in my life? Very conflicting day!☹️
Katie Ellen
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LoriDee

We have many days when we give of ourselves to help others. There is nothing wrong with having a ME Day. Take a bubble bath, paint your nails, and put on something you haven't worn for a while. That's what works for me.

In hypnotherapy school, we were taught that the best way to feel better is to change your thoughts (think about something else), change your activity (do something else), or change your environment (go someplace else). Just taking a short walk outside and enjoying Nature changes my thoughts. Now the weather is warming up, I will be doing it barefoot and reconnecting with Mother Earth.
My Life is Based on a True Story.
https://www.susans.org/index.php/topic,247442.0.html

Maybe the journey isn't so much about becoming anything.
Maybe it's about un-becoming everything that isn't really you,
so you can be who you were meant to be in the first place.


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