Hi All,
New to the forum. Long time reader, first time poster. You are all great and strong. Thank you for the inspiration.
So I am in a bit of a dilemma. There is a Ball/Fundraiser event for a local LGBTQ support center coming up. I am just in the beginning stages of my gender journey (seeing therapist for last six months and first appointment with HRT doc complete) and am having a hard time deciding if attending as my true female self is a good idea. I am in the camp of I know I am transgender but now need to figure out what I am going to do about it! My wife is on board and wants to go so she can start to gauge her comfort level with what feels to be the inevitable future (i.e. me transitioning). I want to go for a variety of reasons, including proving to myself this is really what I want, gaining another experience, meeting new people, getting dressed up, being out in public, etc. With all that said, my head is playing some wicked games and trying to convince me otherwise. Is it even appropriate for us to go? I will also add that the chance of seeing someone we know is rather high. Since I am not out to anyone but my wife, therapist, and doctor, this is a bit of a concern. My heart is telling me to take the chance and GO FOR IT; however, I am still fighting strong mental energy telling me otherwise.
Any thoughts or perspectives would be sincerely appreciated...