Hi,
I posted already on the trans board about this and got the suggestion to ask here about help.
In the last year I noticed not only a halt of my hrt effects ( which was probably to expect 2 years into hrt back then), butvalso a gradual reverse.
- more body hair, though most of it as tiny, blonde hair
- change in body odour ( my ex named it as it being less feminine, more amdrogynous, but hard to describe)
- rougher skin and wider pores, especially in the skin
- lose of subcutaneous fat tissue and more muscular appearance, especially on the legs, feet, hands and neck
- also my veins are easier to notice snd sometimes I have very masculine hands through that.
- hairloss ( though I reversed it through additional finasteride intake)
I was on estradiol pills + spirinolactone for the longest time, though I switched to gel about 9 months ago when all of this started. overall I had a very successful transition, a near perfect passing and was very happy with it- but sadly the gel hasnt brought me back there. very gradually everything I gained vanishes.
I was opioid addicted and still get buprenorphin as a substitution, but I spoke with a couple of experts, who assured me, that while opioids have a mostly feminizing effect on endogenous male endocrinology, it shouldnt affect an exogenous system like in hrt.
Also I had high prolactine levels and suddenly very high estradiol levels, while I was on the same dose. Its adjusted now for a while, but things just got worse, up to the point, that my bf seperated from me, because he lost physical attraction to me for quite a while. I cant blame him for it, I dont feel comfortable in this body at all.
With all this first success lost, with a doctor who denys something is wrong, because my levels are kinda in the female ranges, I'm really starting to lose hope. I heard about a possible oversaturation of the estrogen receptor, when doses were to high. my endo says, thats not a thing at all, though she also claims that to high estrogen levels damage the receptor. its irritating for me and I dont trust her at all.
I want to give it a try and need to know how long I should stop taking what. also the finasteride and amdrocur or just the E?
Also I'm thankful for every other opinion what might be going on and any tips.
thank you <3