It's over

[Dany]

You know, I think I had just about enough of this stupid life. What's the whole point? There is no point. Besides all the pile of problems and nightmares I have to face because I was born in this miserable way, life just keeps getting harder and harder in every way. You think oh, I got a job as an uber driver which means I'm gonna start saving the money for my ever so awaited surgery and that will change everything. No. I meet so many people who are hateful that...my gosh. It's unbelievable. It makes me think there ain't anybody nice out there, just a bunch of people who hate you more than ever and will do anything to get in your way. And then...why even try to find nice people, which is something you just won't find? Just more and more humans who aren't worth anything. I just ask myself, is it me or them? Am I too ugly and unpleasant for anybody to like me? Sure, the surgery will help a hell of a lot but seeing all this I'm afraid I'm never going to be loved, I'm never gonna be somebody's girlfriend. Nobody will ever say "I love you". Anyways, the world nowadays is gone to madness anyway, no point in fighting for anything in such a twisted world where hatred and stupidity dominate the place. I feel like doing drugs till I die in a nice overdose, then it's over. No more of all this madness.

[Sinclair]

**hugs**

You never know what each new day may bring. Each new day is full of opportunity and an unforeseen future. The future is unwritten. Don't let the past or the present sway you. Always know the future is an undiscovered place that you can never know what delights, rewards, and opportunities may await for you.

[Dena]

People are mirrors on yourself. If you greet them with a smile on your face and a good attitude, they will respond in the same manor. If you act like you're having a bad day, they will respond the same. Does it work all the time? No it doesn't but often you can turn somebodies bad day into a good one.

An example is I try to treat store help well. Today I was buying some food and the discount tag reader wasn't working so I made a small joke about finally being trained on the thing and it was broke. The clerk knew I wan't serious and grabbed the hand scanner and did the task. It gave her a chance to know me a bit better and made her day a bit better.

If you try to look for the good side, often you will find it.

[krobinson103]

You know, I think I had just about enough of this stupid life. What's the whole point? There is no point. Besides all the pile of problems and nightmares I have to face because I was born in this miserable way, life just keeps getting harder and harder in every way. You think oh, I got a job as an uber driver which means I'm gonna start saving the money for my ever so awaited surgery and that will change everything. No. I meet so many people who are hateful that...my gosh. It's unbelievable. It makes me think there ain't anybody nice out there, just a bunch of people who hate you more than ever and will do anything to get in your way. And then...why even try to find nice people, which is something you just won't find? Just more and more humans who aren't worth anything. I just ask myself, is it me or them? Am I too ugly and unpleasant for anybody to like me? Sure, the surgery will help a hell of a lot but seeing all this I'm afraid I'm never going to be loved, I'm never gonna be somebody's girlfriend. Nobody will ever say "I love you". Anyways, the world nowadays is gone to madness anyway, no point in fighting for anything in such a twisted world where hatred and stupidity dominate the place. I feel like doing drugs till I die in a nice overdose, then it's over. No more of all this madness.

I felt like that once. Then I realized there are always opportunities. Despite being told I'd never be able to I do pass, I am not too bad to look at (I won't go as far beautiful but my gf tells me that all the time) and I found my forever love. My job did not collapse in fact they were supportive. I lost my wife but that was going to happen anyway. Once little step every day in the right direction and never give up!

[Gertrude]

It takes time to accomplish change and sometimes we become impatient wanting certain results. Have a direction and plan, give it time. Life is what we make of it, what we choose. That's where meaning starts. It's a process though and isn't a one time instant result. A good therapist can help with this.


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[KathyLauren]

**HUGS**

I am sorry you are feeling down.  It is unfortunate that there are so many hateful people out there, and that sometimes it seems like they are everywhere.

But they are in the minority.  The good, accepting, supportive people outnumber them.  Most people just want to mind their own business and let others be.

If you aren't already seeing a therapist, that would be a good place to start.