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Can't stop crying today...

Started by Gabriel_C, May 06, 2019, 10:04:08 AM

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Gabriel_C

May 06, 2019, 10:04:08 AM
Today is one of those days... I just want to grab a knife and cut this hanging junk on my chest...

Why did I have to take a shower today...? Goddamn dysphoria hit me like never before. I hate this body...

Today is just too much. Couldn't keep the tears away and now they won't stop.

I don't have the courage to end my life... but I wish for my own death every second...
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Devlyn

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May 06, 2019, 11:25:02 AM
Big hug! I'm sorry you're going through a tough time. Some days it's hard to see the light.
Please stick with us.   :)

Hugs, Devlyn
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Bea1968

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May 06, 2019, 10:45:07 PM
You are not alone.   I am sorry it's hitting you hard today. Patience is something hard to master and anyone bhete who knows me, patience isn't one of my strengths.  I try hard but the changed come do slow.  Slow because my body betrays me, because doctors and insurance suck and because I never seem to have enough cash to get that next treatment.  Hang in there. 

Best regards

Bea
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