Gina's journey

[Pema]

Are you glad to have the emotions?

[Northern Star Girl ✅]

    @Gina P
Dear Gina:
Terrific update that you posted on your Blog....
    I like my "BOB" aka: Battery Operated Boyfriend, it even has an on/off switch and
    I keep fresh batteries on hand.

If you and I continue on with that subject we should consider going to the "Sexuality" sub-forum board!
LOTS of Fun for certain ! ! !

Regarding politics, I understand what you are saying.  Politics and Religion are "hot topics that
can get people going.  We do have a "Politics" and "Spirituality" sub-forums that can be utilized for deeper conversations that uninterested members will not go to.

I always look forward to your postings on your Blog Thread and elsewhere around the Forum.

Oh, and how is Dundee doing?  Liking the new surroundings?

HUGS, Danielle [Northern Star Girl]

A couple of weeks ago, I  that I had my first Orgasm since surgery. No, it was not a fluke! Had several since and each one has been better than the last. Last night I took my mechanical  friend into the shower and .... knees went weak, I grabbed for something to hold on to. The door flung open and I almost fell out onto the floor. Wow! Ok maybe TMI, sorry. 😮
  I continue to cry a lot. I have read stories from others that get emotional at the start of HRT. That never happened to me and I have never really been able to cry. Now years latter its trippy to tear up over a song or FB post. I'm sure things will settle down in a few weeks but for now its different.
  Many of my friends, who don't like to talk politics, but always do anyways, have stopped talking to me. I found their 'NO' politics rule only applies to view points that went against theirs. Even a call for love and peace is considered wrong. No big loss. At least now I know who my true friends are!

[Gina P]

Are you glad to have the emotions?

I feel more alive then ever. Of course it's going to take some getting used to. I never realized how dead I felt inside before coming off this drug. Of course I don't agree with everything said around me but I feel inclined to comment more about my feelings which I now have. To answer your question, yes I'm glad!

[Gina P]

   Don't worry Danielle, I won't be talking about "BOB" anymore. I was just happy that after 19 months post op, it finally happened. I had all but given up hope.
  Dundee is doing fine. I think he and Finnegan miss their old barn. They only have a shed to get into now. Perhaps next year I will get some stalls built and a proper barn. For now though my home is more important. Ridding has ground to a halt as the weather is not fit for it, or am I just getting soft? I was looking at old pic's on my phone, where we road in snow and cold. Now it just doesn't seam that important.

[Pema]

I feel more alive then ever. Of course it's going to take some getting used to. I never realized how dead I felt inside before coming off this drug. Of course I don't agree with everything said around me but I feel inclined to comment more about my feelings which I now have. To answer your question, yes I'm glad!

Oh, that's great! I wan't sure if it was unwanted or neutral or desirable, so this is fantastic to hear.

Congratulations!