Its Sunday morning and I'm starting very slowly. The house remodel is very draining both physically and mentally. I have said I want voice surgery but reserved that for when the construction is done. Problem is that, the renovtion, will take some time! Some days that gets me down. Having this weight hanging over me. I know I will get there, but sometimes I get depressed over it. I take time off and go for a walk or do something else, but the weight remains, that it will not get done unless I do it.
I have been doing PT for my dizzy spells. It is working, no more dizziness, but the therapy gives me a bit of motion sickness which lasts for a couple of hours. Not fun! I have home exercises that I must do twice a day which equals more motion sickness. OK, not sick, just a queasy feeling.
Most of this last week has been spent on moving a steel 'I' beam that was holding up the front of the house. Beam is over 20' long and quite heavy. They had placed it under the ceiling and put support posts on the plank floor with nothing under the planking. Then, they cut out the load bearing wall and turned the porch into another room.. The weight sagged the floor planking and the beam/ceiling settled about 3" on one end. I jacked up the house with railroad jacks and heavy timbers. Then built a frame, like a giant sawhorse, to hold the beam, while removing the posts and moving the beam. It is now located under the cut off wall studs and support posts are inside the wall. I used a double 2x10's for the support posts. Now I can remove the remainder of the floor planking, floor beams, and dig out the craw space and start replacing.
It gets depressing working like a man everyday. Had a pt appointment last week. Put on makeup and a nice top. All day I couldn't get over how I saw the woman in the mirror. Some days she hides. Then it dawned on me I had make up on, lip stick and my hair had been styled.
Had the horses to the vet for their yearly shots and teeth floated, $630. Then the farrier on Saturday $130. 760 dollars in one week, ouch! My dog, JD was neutered on Thursday, over $300. One of those weeks where money is just flying out the window. Being retired, on a fixed income it doesn't come back quickly.