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Started by CaringWhisper, September 18, 2024, 12:00:07 PM

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Lori Dee

Hi, Whisper!

I realize it is rough there. I am hoping that you have found a place that is safer and less stressful.

I love your avatar picture. Very beautiful.
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CaringWhisper

Quote from: Lori Dee on March 15, 2025, 04:36:01 PMHi, Whisper!

I realize it is rough there. I am hoping that you have found a place that is safer and less stressful.
Hi, Lori. I hope so too, my friend.

Quote from: Lori Dee on March 15, 2025, 04:36:01 PMI love your avatar picture. Very beautiful.
Look closer and you can see the asymmetry of my eyes in the photo, it makes me look ugly. I just noticed it now.  Body beauty is a fuzzy concept, but true, genuine beauty is the beauty of your dreams.
Just a cis, hetero female who supports LGBTQIA+

Lori Dee

Quote from: CaringWhisper on March 15, 2025, 05:32:06 PMLook closer and you can see the asymmetry of my eyes in the photo, it makes me look ugly. I just noticed it now.  Body beauty is a fuzzy concept, but true, genuine beauty is the beauty of your dreams.

What I see is your beautiful spirit.  :)
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/ 2024 - Voice Training / 2025 - Passport & IDs complete

MaryT

It has been a while but you and your child are in our hearts and minds.  Stay strong and healthy for both yourselves.

TanyaG

Quote from: CaringWhisper on March 15, 2025, 02:45:27 PMI tried to convey my state of mind today with one photo. Spring has sprung and the snow has melted, but the trees are not yet covered with leaves. They stand gloomy, stretching their gaunt arms to the sky, as if suffering the agony of a soul in hell. Greetings from hell to all of you. No, I haven't given up, I'm not broken, I feel a firmness of nature and self-confidence.

Whoa! Your're back! I missed this and was missing your posts, so lots of hugs.

CaringWhisper

Quote from: TanyaG on April 04, 2025, 08:05:34 AMWhoa! Your're back! I missed this and was missing your posts, so lots of hugs.
Thank you, TanyaG. I'm glad you remember me. I didn't back because I didn't leave. I read the forum and when I get the energy I posted on my blog. I just feel really bad, both mentally and physically. I'm here.
Just a cis, hetero female who supports LGBTQIA+

TanyaG

Quote from: CaringWhisper on April 04, 2025, 01:53:08 PMI read the forum and when I get the energy I posted on my blog. I just feel really bad, both mentally and physically.

I often think of you and your daughter, CaringWhisper. Few have the determination needed to do the right thing, even when doing it will cost them and you've done that. The world can be such a bad place, but that's only because there aren't more people like you.

Sephirah

Yeah, Whisper is kind of amazing. And her little girl is special. She has a strength most of us can only envy. Both of them, really. :)
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CaringWhisper

My friends. A terrible thing has happened. The Russian state agency in control of censorship has announced that from the 12th of this month it will start spying on all routers in my country. As of 2019, the "TCPA" (threat management tools) has been established here, a system for filtering and blocking traffic. ISPs are now required to identify all users with mac address binding of routers, and save all the information about the sites I visit. The provider cannot see the traffic going through the VPN, but he can see the fact of traffic encryption. Therefore, encryption of traffic is a marker, which is used to send data to special services, and they already do a full check of the person. All traffic from mobile devices is tied to the IMEI. They have the technical ability to block traffic, based on the mac address of the router, or IMEI of the mobile device. It's entirely possible that I'll just lose the opportunity for communication.

If my posts are read by intelligence agencies, I could face jail time. I could be charged with two counts: 1. Discrediting the country in public space 2. Propaganda of LGBT agenda, for which there is a punishment as well. In practice, there is already 1 criminal case "for the use of VPN". The most absurd thing is that a person was criminally prosecuted for using the messenger ViPole. This site is also "extremist" because it promotes values forbidden in my country.

I want to leave the country, but they won't let me out. I am legally well versed, I still have the tools left over from Yeltsin's time for self-defense, and I am able to defend myself in court. But the state still won't let me go. I have not yet been sent to a Siberian women's settlement colony, but I am being harassed and the noose around my neck is very slowly tightening.

I don't want to leave the forum, but if an emergency situation arises, I will have to delete my thread. What they have done is trample on the constitution written in 1991.

I'm asking for help! If anyone is technically savvy, or have friends in IT, please help me find a way to hide the very fact that traffic is encrypted! At the worst, tell me analogs of Facebook, where I can at least state my thoughts, as Facebook blocks me, both vpn, and my real ip address, considering it suspicious.

I remember how my father, now gone, talking about 1991: I remember the exciting days of August '91. Millions of people in the streets! Expectation of something new and bright. Soon we'll live! Basic hopes, except for full counters - never again will the KGB spy on citizens! Freedom!
-FREEEEEDOOOOOOM!........................
Just a cis, hetero female who supports LGBTQIA+
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TanyaG

Quote from: CaringWhisper on April 05, 2025, 06:40:44 AMMy friends. A terrible thing has happened.

That's incredibly tough, especially because they've got all the angles covered, including VPNs. I think it's realistic to have a plan to delete your blog and comments too, perhaps if no-one has a smart idea how to get around this. It's no comfort, but I think something similar may be coming to some western nations, but if wishes were horses, I'd send the swiftest pair I could imagine to help you out to somewhere you and your daughter can breathe.

Lori Dee

I am sorry to hear that, Whisper. But I understand. You must do what is right for you and your daughter. Safety is most important. If you need to delete your account quickly, inform the staff so we can get on it immediately.
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CaringWhisper

Quote from: TanyaG on April 05, 2025, 07:00:19 AMThat's incredibly tough, especially because they've got all the angles covered, including VPNs. I think it's realistic to have a plan to delete your blog and comments too, perhaps if no-one has a smart idea how to get around this. It's no comfort, but I think something similar may be coming to some western nations, but if wishes were horses, I'd send the swiftest pair I could imagine to help you out to somewhere you and your daughter can breathe.
I hope this nightmare ends when the-one-whose-name-must-not-be-mentioned leaves. One thing I fear is that there will be blood again, there will be another revolution. The-one-whose-name-must-not-be-mentioned is doing everything to bring about this revolution, it's a shame he's so shortsighted he doesn't realize it. If it doesn't happen, I'll be glad. Enough violence, I'm tired of it.

Quote from: Lori Dee on April 05, 2025, 10:24:06 AMI am sorry to hear that, Whisper. But I understand. You must do what is right for you and your daughter. Safety is most important. If you need to delete your account quickly, inform the staff so we can get on it immediately.
I'm not gonna do that. I don't want to leave. Maybe I'll find a way to hide my traffic. I know there are ways, but I can't do it myself yet. You look great, by the way, Lori. You are so hot.
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Lori Dee

Quote from: CaringWhisper on April 05, 2025, 11:57:49 AMYou look great, by the way, Lori. You are so hot.

Thank you! And back at you, Sister!
My Life is Based on a True Story
Veteran U.S. Army - SSG (Staff Sergeant) - M60A3 Tank Master Gunner
2017 - GD Diagnosis / 2019- 2nd Diagnosis / 2020 - HRT / 2022 - FFS & Legal Name Change
/ 2024 - Voice Training / 2025 - Passport & IDs complete
  • skype:.?call
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Northern Star Girl

@CaringWhisper    cc: @Lori Dee  @TanyaG  @ MaryT  @Sephirah  @Lillis  @Sarah B

Dear CaringWhisper:

WhatsApp is very private and secure as you can get... end to end  encryption
Check out each of the following LINKS below.

    https://www.whatsapp.com/stayconnected

        https://www.whatsapp.com/privacy

            https://faq.whatsapp.com/378279804439436/?cms_platform=android&locale=en_US



I really like your new Avatar/Profile photo.... you look lovely !!!! ❤️❤️❤️

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CaringWhisper

Quote from: Northern Star Girl on April 05, 2025, 03:20:45 PM@CaringWhisper    cc: @Lori Dee  @TanyaG  @ MaryT  @Sephirah  @Lillis  @Sarah B

Dear CaringWhisper:

WhatsApp is very private and secure as you can get... end to end  encryption
Check out each of the following LINKS below.

    https://www.whatsapp.com/stayconnected

        https://www.whatsapp.com/privacy

            https://faq.whatsapp.com/378279804439436/?cms_platform=android&locale=en_US



I really like your new Avatar/Profile photo.... you look lovely !!!! ❤️❤️❤️

HUGS, Danielle [Northern Star Girl]
Hi Danielle, unfortunately WhatsApp won't help me, it's just a messenger. If I tell you in detail about my situation - Internet access is tied to my router mac-address, if I manually change it, my Internet disappears, because my real data is tied to this value, if I want to change my router mac-address, I need to call a specialist and re-issue documents. Previously, all my data, what sites I go to, were stored only at the ISP, and were given to the FSB, or other departments of violence only on request. Now, according to the new law, this data will be sent automatically, all residents of my country are potential criminals without the right to privacy.
Discrediting the state or politicians, i.e. open criticism, is forbidden and punishable. Propaganda of anything that contradicts the rule "there are only two biological genders" is prohibited too. The administrators of this site would be jailed if you were in Russia. WhatsApp isn't even the browser. I need a way that will hide the very fact of using vpn, to my ISP. Otherwise I will just be disconnected from the Internet, I can't go to such sites openly for my own safety. Alone, without a way to communicate with the world, I will just go insane and die. I need something that masks the encryption of traffic, at the router level. I've got a week left. I'm not an English speaker, and I don't know how to swear, so I'll just say - I'm in the *ss.
Just a cis, hetero female who supports LGBTQIA+
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TanyaG

Quote from: CaringWhisper on April 06, 2025, 05:56:15 AMAlone, without a way to communicate with the world, I will just go insane and die.

I think Susan's won't be viable for you and will be dangerous in the circumstances, and I agree WhatsApp isn't a solution. I thought about Starlink, but it's expensive and I bet the FSB have that covered too.

So we need a channel of communication that's safe for you and where the rules are we don't discuss anything that could get you into trouble. It will need to be done a different way and the group would need to be small and very disciplined, but we could provide emotional support that way while we wait for a better solution.

It won't be ideal, but we'll all know the bond we share and why we're there.

CaringWhisper

Quote from: TanyaG on April 06, 2025, 06:56:45 AMI thought about Starlink, but it's expensive and I bet the FSB have that covered too.
Starlink is banned. If it were available to us, all the local ISPs would go bankrupt. Besides, Starlink requires local ground stations, and my country would never give people internet that it couldn't control, plus SpaceX doesn't do any business in my country. I'm in jail. AAAAAAAA

Quote from: TanyaG on April 06, 2025, 06:56:45 AMSo we need a channel of communication that's safe for you and where the rules are we don't discuss anything that could get you into trouble.
That's a good idea. By the way, Discord is also banned in my country, as well as YouTube. If my VPN goes down, I will lose access to everything. I don't even know where to go. Where to listen to music. On the one hand my hysteria may seem silly, but imagine life without new songs from your favorite artists, without your favorite bloggers. In sepulchral silence. Facebook and Instagram are banned, too, by the way. And imagine what it would be like for my daughter? What's she gonna do? At least pray that my VPN survives.
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