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The Story of Lori

Started by Lori Dee, February 23, 2024, 09:53:26 AM

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Lori Dee

I learned punchcards in high school. Then in college, I took COBOL, FORTRAN, Basic, and Pascal. Studied Systems Analysis & Design, but by that time Windows was a thing and I changed majors from Computer Science to Electronics Technology. Then took a 3-year course in Robotics & Industrial Controls. Got out of the service thinking I was going to work in related fields, but ended up installing security systems. The company I worked for sent me to a number of schools to get certified in computer wiring (CAT 5 & 6, then fiber optic), commercial sound systems (intercoms & telephone, theaters/churches/gymnasiums), fire alarms, and nurse call systems.

But I still remember my old Atari 800 with a whopping 48K of RAM. No hard drive, no modem, and no printer. Eventually, I got a tape drive and a 300-baud modem.  :laugh:


Have you seen the movie, "The Imitation Game"? About Alan Turing and his Turing Machines. It's a good one.
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MaryT

Quote from: Lori Dee on April 02, 2025, 05:46:03 PM...
Have you seen the movie, "The Imitation Game"? About Alan Turing and his Turing Machines. It's a good one.

It is a good movie.  Some of the story is speculation, of course, e.g. that Britain deliberately allowed some targets to be attacked so that the enemy would not learn that their codes had been cracked or even so that America would be more likely to join the war effort.  Even if those things had been done, I doubt that Turing would have been involved in the decision. 

From what I have gathered, Bletchley Park rarely knew from the first translation of a code what the enemy target was, as that would be a code word in itself.  For example, on learning that a major city was going to be attacked in force, Churchill returned to London, presuming it was the most likely target.  It turned out to be Coventry but he is still sometimes accused of deliberately not warning Coventry of the attack.

Britain's usual technique for hiding new discoveries from the enemy was to make up other plausible explanations, e.g. when Britain's night fighters significantly increased their kill rate, it was attributed to eating carrots rather than radar.  (I once attended a lecture in which we were told, using Odysseus, as an example, "Never tell the truth if a lie will work just as well."  Some people live by that although I don't think that it would work for me.  Of course, I could be lying.)

I think that Turing's tragic story has overshadowed the achievements of others at Bletchley Park and other sites.  I saw a documentary which highlighted an American at Bletchley Park whose insights were as brilliant and important as Turing's but I sadly cannot remember his name.  Then there was Tommy Flowers, the Post Office engineer who used his own money to create the computer that Turing emvisaged.  I think that Britain only partially recompensed him after quite a long post-war struggle.

Although the algorithms used in Tommy Flowers' creation were modifiable, they were still hardware based.  I gather that the first scientist to publish a paper showing that computer programs operating on data could be input as data themselves was the prolific American mathematician Von Neumann.  That is the software model that is still used today.

Sephirah

Quote from: Lori Dee on April 01, 2025, 04:29:40 PMARRRRRGGGGGH! Windows Update:

Downloading 26%
Downloading 68%
Downloading 98%
Downloading 7%

Wait, what?

Downloading 36%
Downloading 68%
Downloading 98%
Downloading 99%
Downloading 100% ...

Five minutes later...

Installing 24%
Installing 36%
Installing 63%
Installing 78%
Installing 96%
Installing 99%
Installing 100% ...

Five minutes later...

Your computer needs to restart to complete the installation.
(Then why did you say Installing 100%?)

Computer restarts...

You're almost there... 36%
You're almost there... 42%
You're almost there... 56%
You're almost there... 78%
You're almost there... 84%
You're almost there... 97%
You're almost there... 98%
You're almost there... 99%
You're almost there... 100%

Five minutes later, I can finally log into my computer.
Now I have five apps that need to be updated.

Twenty minutes later...

You need to restart your computer for the changes to take effect.

Restart the computer. After a looooonnnnnngggg reboot process, I can go back into Windows services and turn off all the crap it turned back on and don't need anymore. Why is Windows Update still running? Stop and Disable. Rinse and repeat for about five other unnecessary services.

Meanwhile, I have spent most of the day just updating my PC.

It's a good thing that computers were designed to save us a lot of time.  :icon_no:

I legit despise windows update. I haven't used it on my laptop in almost three years now because I refuse to let microsoft put Co-pilot AI onto my laptop. I just keep pausing it every month. I have very good anti-virus and anti-malware software that don't leave nearly as big a fingerprint. So I'm just like "no thank you. See you in 4 weeks!"
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Lori Dee

Quote from: Sephirah on April 03, 2025, 05:02:35 PMSo I'm just like "no thank you. See you in 4 weeks!"

Me too. The problem is the Update Orchestrator Service will keep trying to check for updates in the background, while I am using it. So I disable it, and after four or five days, it will turn itself back on. There was a way in Windows 10 to permanently disable it in the Registry. That no longer works in Windows 11.

My pet peeve is a machine telling me what I want it to do. No. I am the owner and Admin and I say what you can do. You work for me. Many times I have been so frustrated, I just pull the power cord and laugh maniacally at the silent hunk of metal and plastic. I WIN!

... until I need to log in for something. Ugh.
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Sephirah

Quote from: Lori Dee on April 03, 2025, 05:11:11 PMMe too. The problem is the Update Orchestrator Service will keep trying to check for updates in the background, while I am using it. So I disable it, and after four or five days, it will turn itself back on. There was a way in Windows 10 to permanently disable it in the Registry. That no longer works in Windows 11.

My pet peeve is a machine telling me what I want it to do. No. I am the owner and Admin and I say what you can do. You work for me. Many times I have been so frustrated, I just pull the power cord and laugh maniacally at the silent hunk of metal and plastic. I WIN!

... until I need to log in for something. Ugh.

Yeah my PC is old and on windows 10. Sometimes it's like "no, you have critical updates! It's in red, see? We will make you get these updates because didn't you get the complimentary gimp mask with your device?" So sometimes I can't pause that. I am waiting till the end of life when the updates are like "You're on your own, mate!" I had a windows 7 laptop that ran perfectly well without updates for like 10 years.

If you pause it early enough, like 4-5 days before the time limit, windows 11, at least for me, doesn't wake up. I don't have Skynet on my device... yet. ;D They will keep trying, though. They break more than they fix. They have more ham in their fists than Porky Pig.
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Above all... remember: you are beautiful, you are valuable, and you have a shining spark of magnificence within you. Don't let anyone take that from you. Embrace who you are. <3

Lori Dee

Quote from: Sephirah on April 03, 2025, 05:20:31 PMIf you pause it early enough, like 4-5 days before the time limit, windows 11, at least for me, doesn't wake up. I don't have Skynet on my device... yet. ;D They will keep trying, though. They break more than they fix. They have more ham in their fists than Porky Pig.

Mine is a desktop PC, so I never turn it off and do not allow it to sleep or hibernate. It has work to do. Do my things on my time and do your maintenance things on your time. Do all that while I am sleeping. Machines don't need sleep.

What really gets me is their "New Features" that no one asked for. One of the services I had to disable was for using a touch screen or stylus. Hello? This is a desktop, not a tablet. My monitor is a 55" 4K UHD TV, because I'm old and I want my fonts 6" high so I don't need my glasses.

They have the technology to scan your machine and tell you everything about each component from serial number to driver version. But they can't tell the difference between a desktop and a laptop? Why install a bunch of unneeded crap and then turn it all on when it can't do anything? Ugh.
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Sephirah

Quote from: Lori Dee on April 03, 2025, 05:31:48 PMMine is a desktop PC, so I never turn it off and do not allow it to sleep or hibernate. It has work to do. Do my things on my time and do your maintenance things on your time. Do all that while I am sleeping. Machines don't need sleep.

What really gets me is their "New Features" that no one asked for. One of the services I had to disable was for using a touch screen or stylus. Hello? This is a desktop, not a tablet. My monitor is a 55" 4K UHD TV, because I'm old and I want my fonts 6" high so I don't need my glasses.

They have the technology to scan your machine and tell you everything about each component from serial number to driver version. But they can't tell the difference between a desktop and a laptop? Why install a bunch of unneeded crap and then turn it all on when it can't do anything? Ugh.

Yeah and when they do this... in a new feature build, it takes half a day to download and when you try to update they tell you "This may take a while". They just throw everything at the wall because it might stick for someone. And spend the next six months having to bugfix it because no one wants half the crap they try to foist on people.

Is that healthy though? Like... never turning it off? You must have some beastly cooling, lol. I left my old laptop on for like 2 years and it died. Like totally died. Had to get a new one. I guess desktops are different. Leaving it permanently on would make me extremely nervous, though.
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Quote from: Lori Dee on April 03, 2025, 05:31:48 PMMine is a desktop PC, so I never turn it off and do not allow it to sleep or hibernate. It has work to do. Do my things on my time and do your maintenance things on your time. Do all that while I am sleeping. Machines don't need sleep.

What really gets me is their "New Features" that no one asked for. One of the services I had to disable was for using a touch screen or stylus. Hello? This is a desktop, not a tablet. My monitor is a 55" 4K UHD TV, because I'm old and I want my fonts 6" high so I don't need my glasses.

They have the technology to scan your machine and tell you everything about each component from serial number to driver version. But they can't tell the difference between a desktop and a laptop? Why install a bunch of unneeded crap and then turn it all on when it can't do anything? Ugh.


That is a BIG letter size with those HUGE fonts.
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I believe this year Microsoft has its 50th anniversary.

At HQ, its Visitors Center is mildly interesting but with fewer exhibits than it could have had.  You probably would like it if you are a long time XBOX fan.  On the same floor and next to or close to the Visitors Center is a Microsoft store, a coffee shop, and a library.

Almost all the souvenir and clothing stuff for sale in the store is rather premium priced.
But if you are in the Seattle area and have the time you still may wish to visit the Visitors Center if you have some attachment to Microsoft's history and / or products. 

It is free, no appointment is needed to visit now, and parking is free.  Visitor information can be found online.

Microsoft has had three CEOs.  You likely will not meet any of Microsoft's CEOs there; but, there is a picture on the wall with all three in the same picture.

Microsoft is one of the world's three largest public companies in terms of market capitalization.  The other two largest public companies are Apple and NVIDIA.


Always stay cheerful, be polite, kind, and understanding. Accepting yourself as the woman you are is very liberating.  Never underestimate the appreciation and respect of authenticity.  Help connect a person to someone that may be able to help that person.  Be brave, be strong.  A TRUE friend is a treasure.  Relationships are very important, people are important, and the sooner we all realize that the better off the world will be.  Try a little kindness.  Be generous with your time, energy, wisdom, and resources.   Inconvenience yourself to help someone.   I am a brown eyed, brown haired woman. 
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Sephirah

Is it true that Seattle has as much rain a the UK?
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Quote from: Sephirah on April 03, 2025, 05:47:12 PMIs that healthy though? Like... never turning it off? You must have some beastly cooling, lol. I left my old laptop on for like 2 years and it died. Like totally died. Had to get a new one. I guess desktops are different. Leaving it permanently on would make me extremely nervous, though.

It actually uses more power booting up than just sitting idle. The plan is to allow it to do all the updates and maintenance while I'm asleep. Then when I pour my morning cup of coffee, it is ready to go so I can get to work. But, no. That's too much to ask for.  ;D

I was just watching the movie "U-571" again. Made me think of some submariner lass I know.  :laugh:
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Quote from: Lori Dee on April 03, 2025, 08:30:20 PM]I was just watching the movie "U-571" again. Made me think of some submariner lass I know.  :laugh:

I love you, Lori. That movie is like... It is not even close to what happened. It is like the movie "Churchill: The Hollywood Years:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Churchill:_The_Hollywood_Years

You made me feel something I haven't felt in a long time, though. Love you, honey. <3
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Lori Dee

Quote from: Sephirah on April 03, 2025, 08:43:16 PMThat movie is like... It is not even close to what happened.

Yeah, I get it. It is the Hollyweird version.

What I find interesting about every movie with a submarine, when it gets attacked, pipes start bursting and gushing water. There is always a convenient valve right next to the leak to shut it off. Sometimes it is a wheel that needs to be turned by two people at the same time, or they need a large pipe wrench to turn it.

But then, after they shut off all these valves, it does not affect the ship. It continues to function with all of these valves closed when they were open before. So, why did they need them at all?  ???
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Sephirah

Quote from: Lori Dee on April 03, 2025, 08:47:46 PMYeah, I get it. It is the Hollyweird version.

What I find interesting about every movie with a submarine, when it gets attacked, pipes start bursting and gushing water. There is always a convenient valve right next to the leak to shut it off. Sometimes it is a wheel that needs to be turned by two people at the same time, or they need a large pipe wrench to turn it.

But then, after they shut off all these valves, it does not affect the ship. It continues to function with all of these valves closed when they were open before. So, why did they need them at all?  ???

That's 10,000% hollywood hahaha. I can't speak for American boats, but UK subs don't have pipes running over the top of particularly intense captains. ;D You'd be surprised how utterly difficult that stuff is to fix if ever we got hit by a rogue SkarsgÄrd. ;D
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Lori Dee

Yesterday, it was sunny and warm. I could hear meadowlarks singing.

I made a trip to the U-haul store and picked up twenty boxes. There are places where you can get free boxes, but I have this thing... I want my stuff in a clean new box. I don't want to accidentally haul any critters to my new home.

Last night it snowed. Springtime in the mountains. We got less than an inch and it is already starting to melt, so it isn't too depressing.  ;D
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Nothing like a fresh, clean, pristine box.

20 boxes seems like a lot of them!


Always stay cheerful, be polite, kind, and understanding. Accepting yourself as the woman you are is very liberating.  Never underestimate the appreciation and respect of authenticity.  Help connect a person to someone that may be able to help that person.  Be brave, be strong.  A TRUE friend is a treasure.  Relationships are very important, people are important, and the sooner we all realize that the better off the world will be.  Try a little kindness.  Be generous with your time, energy, wisdom, and resources.   Inconvenience yourself to help someone.   I am a brown eyed, brown haired woman. 
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Quote from: ChrissyRyan on April 04, 2025, 02:59:45 PMNothing like a fresh, clean, pristine box.

20 boxes seems like a lot of them!

I hope that is enough. I have a lot of rocks.  ;D
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Sephirah

If you're into that kind of stuff, Lori, I have a movie recommendation for you.



Quite an awesome movie. :)
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Back to computers for a moment. So, it isn't my spells and incantations that keep the darn thing running? As for movies, I'll add them to my watch list. Personally, I think all rocks deserve a clean box. I greatly enjoyed reading this convoluted thread. It was a much-needed break from worrying about whether I was trans enough.
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Quote from: Mrs. Oliphant on April 04, 2025, 04:29:05 PMBack to computers for a moment. So, it isn't my spells and incantations that keep the darn thing running? As for movies, I'll add them to my watch list. Personally, I think all rocks deserve a clean box. I greatly enjoyed reading this convoluted thread. It was a much-needed break from worrying about whether I was trans enough.

That's what Susans does best, hon. Tangents are our speciality. ;D

Also... I can answer that for you simply. There's no such thing as trans "enough". If you are, you are. If you're not, you're not. People will try to set bars they want others to pass, because it makes them feel more secure. But that's all it is. It's insecurity and a need for validation.

Just be you. Don't try to validate or explain it, or seek a level of approval for it. Just live true to yourself. It's so much less stress. Trust me. <3
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Above all... remember: you are beautiful, you are valuable, and you have a shining spark of magnificence within you. Don't let anyone take that from you. Embrace who you are. <3
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