Hi Everyone
So to what extent did I express my femininity with out realising it at the time? I have mentioned that my feelings of wanting or longing to be female kept getting stronger and stronger from 1980 to the beginning of 1989. The last two years 1987 and 1988, were the strongest.
It was during those two years, I was wearing more female underwear, stockings, pants and a beige bralette or my first training bra that would serve me for several years with my sponge inserts when I changed my life around, in Feb 1989. This occurred in the office where I worked.
The other things were two simple pieces of jewellery one silver ring and a necklace that were not too thin and not too thick.
The last thing that added to my repertoire was having my legs waxed, my chest and back did not have any hair. The last year 1988, my face was waxed. To me this was a good outcome as I was a swimmer and being hairless gave the best excuse of lessening drag on ones body, when swimming races. Such a good excuse.
Piercing of ears, painting of nails, doing more feminine hair styles, I had long hair, see avatar. Before doing elaborate hair styles, I just did my hair in a plain plait, pony tail, or just left out naturally, because my hair was usually wet from swimming and it allowed it to dry more quickly, again without realizing this was a feminine attribute. Shoes and of course appropriate clothing occurred immediately from Feb 1989 onwards.
Once again I did not know that what I was doing was just being a female and the same applied even after I changed my life around. I was just able to go the whole hog and I did not have to worry about what I had to wear anymore.
Take care and all the best everyone in your endeavors.
Love and Hugs
Sarah B
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