Hello all, my name is Jenna, I am on an LGBTQ journey. I am identified as a queer genderfluid. However, I think I am more of transgender than genderfluid. During my childhood, I enjoyed wearing girly clothes until my teen years, and I stopped wearing them secretly. But I felt even more happy once I wore my sister's skirt, shirt, black pantyhose, and high heels. However, during my adult years, I realized that I was still feminine and even prayed to God several times that I wanted to be a girl. So I asked God to turn me into a girl the next day but that did not happen. So, I decided to get on here and research, ask questions, and get feedback, and advice from amazing people like you. So am I transgender? Trans Femme? Genderfluid? I even took a transgender test and it says I am. I took a gay test and it says I'm gay. If I decided I wanted to proceed with transitioning into a female, should I go to my regular doctor or find a doctor who supports LGBTQ+? What are the pros and cons of taking HRT and T-Blockers? I researched the effects of HRT before and I was amazed at how estrogen can make a huge difference in changes. But one concern I have was if I took HRT, my private part would not be able to function. I have seen other transgender women who decided to keep their male private parts and can hold an erection while other transgender women cannot. I have been wondering how this is possible when finding out that estrogen causes male private part not to function anymore. I'm curious to know more about this. I would love to hear more recommendations from you all. Thank you!
❤Jenna