Getting to know you 😊

[TracieCarolinaGirl]

• OPI Aphroditie's Pink Nightie 💅- $8.99
• Bottle of my favorite ALDI cab🍷- $9.99
• New pretty yoga/lounge pants 🧘🏼 - $19.99
• Taking time to relax and read these wonderful story blogs - priceless 💗🥰

[TracieCarolinaGirl]

And I'd like to add, in reading your wonderful blogs and getting to know you, I am getting to know myself as I never have.  I 💗 Susan's Place!

[TanyaG]

Enjoy. Knowing we aren't alone and there are other empathic voices out there helps a lot.

[TracieCarolinaGirl]

Enjoy. Knowing we aren't alone and there are other empathic voices out there helps a lot.

It does indeed.  I am just starting my journey and admit a bit euphoric over my newly found love of shopping.  Reading your story and those of other members really helps to better understand the psychology of who I am and who I'm becoming.  Thank you for sharing your story, extremely thought provoking.

[TanyaG]

That's good then. Have you thought around why the shopping makes you feel so happy? And about who 'you' is? Awful grammar, but it sounds better put that way! What I'm getting at is who 'you' would be minus the scripts?

[TracieCarolinaGirl]

That's good then. Have you thought around why the shopping makes you feel so happy? And about who 'you' is? Awful grammar, but it sounds better put that way! What I'm getting at is who 'you' would be minus the scripts?

Doing a lot of thinking lately.  I've always liked female clothing, the fabulous shoes, pretty prints, sexy/silky lingerie and often fantasized what it would be like to be a woman and have all these things to enjoy on a daily basis.  My male "script", as described by you in Tonya's Tale, has always been the barrier preventing me from making it happen.  Without this script I think I would live my life dressed as female a majority of the time: clothes, makeup and wigs. At least that is what I am feeling now, maybe still a bit of the shopping euphoria swaying my thought processes.  So that is the first step of this journey for me.  Is this really me or just me exploring a long desired fantasy.  It helps reading all your blogs and relating to the different experiences of the members.  I really appreciate all that you have contributed to Susan's Place and always get excited when I see a notification from TonyaG 😊💗

[TanyaG]

Is this really me or just me exploring a long desired fantasy.

Okay, I get that. Have you thought of talking through with yourself why you think this is a fantasy? You used the phrases 'long desired' and 'always' so you're saying this has permanance.

[TracieCarolinaGirl]

Okay, I get that. Have you thought of talking through with yourself why you think this is a fantasy? You used the phrases 'long desired' and 'always' so you're saying this has permanance.

It has been a fantasy seemingly my entire life, but now I have decided to take this big step and try it on to see if it is actually who I am. The "scripts" have always prevented me from taking this step in the past, but now I am living on my own and have the freedom to express myself as I wish.  To hell with the scripts from within the private confines of my home.  I am excited to purchase and wear pretty female clothes and actually see what I look like in my female presentation, excited and a bit terrified to be honest.  But I am taking this first step and I will see where it takes me.  Finding Susan's Place has really helped me and I'm not sure I would be able to do this without such a support system as I have found here.  Thank you.

[Gaydave]

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