@poonpilled Thank you for clarifying. I'm old so not up on all the lingo.
We have many members who have or are going through similar feelings about themselves. My advice is always the same: seek out a therapist or psychologist with experience in gender identities. They can help you figure out why you feel the way you do and help you find ways to be a happier person.
For those of us who experience dysphoria, that can mean beginning medical treatment, (hormones, surgery, etc.) but does not necessarily mean that is required. Each person decides for themselves what is the right path for them. For some, transitioning is not an option due to circumstances beyond their control, finances, or living situation. That is okay. A therapist can help you handle those situations and perhaps recommend assistance that you were not aware of.
We welcome new members and encourage them to participate in the discussions, but equally important is reading about how others have handled similar situations. The focus of this website is sharing credible information and helping other members.
We look forward to seeing you around the forums.