Hi, I'm a boring person, a lurker, probably gender-dysphoric (but not wholly choosing the other) and I am, after year(s) of self-seclusion from acting like people who I do not interact with directly care, coming back into the monitor light a bit more.
It's not like I had much of a social life to speak of, anyway.
See also: falling out.
See also: hamfisted secrecy.
Generally I don't bother registering for forums I just happen across, but honestly, it's nice to see people who talk at least a little bit like I've felt for the past "most of my life". I've only got one friend who hasn't proven to be totally disgusted by the idea that I might not want to slam everything with the penis I woefully obtained by birthright, that I don't even really want it, and even he only knows about half the story. I have bizarre psychological hangups which prevent me from letting people who can actually do things know enough to, well, actually do things and provide completely helpful advice that I don't have to hammer into shape to fit what's actually going on. I also have a fun psychological scar as far as bona-fide wallet-draining counseling goes, but I'm trying to gnaw away at that.
だけど、I assume that the introductions forum is more for saying "hello w or ld! !" and less for "HERE IS MY LIFE STORY", so I'll cut my losses here. Without further ado, adage or addling, "hello w or ld! !"*
*taking "w or ld" as "this forum"
