Hi PaulaMy name is
Sarah and I would also like to formally, Welcome you to Susan's Place!
I see that other members of Susan's have also welcomed you as well.
Thank you for sharing your story. Speaking openly about lifelong feelings is not easy, but it shows strength and self-awareness. You are not alone in feeling that you were born in the wrong body. Many of us have lived with that quiet truth for years before taking steps to change our lives.
You are already moving forward. Growing your fingernails, painting your toes, wearing what affirms you, and working on your body shape are all meaningful actions. These are not small things. They reflect a deep understanding of who you are.
Finding a new family doctor after more than ten years is a major step. That gives you someone to talk to and plan things with. It is natural to feel nervous about discussing your feelings, especially in a medical setting. You are doing the right thing.
You asked about HRT and blood sugar. Some studies suggest that HRT can raise blood sugar levels in certain people. Since you have type two diabetes, you are right to be cautious. As Lori mentioned, the best person to talk to is your doctor or endocrinologist. They can look at your full medical history and help you weigh the risks and benefits. Always consult your doctor before making decisions.
If you decide to explore HRT further, it is also worth speaking with a professional therapist or counsellor. Look for someone who supports the informed consent model. That approach helps you make decisions based on your needs rather than jumping through unnecessary hoops.
Your wish to be happy in your own skin is valid. That desire never goes away. Women come in all shapes and sizes. I never worried about mine. I was too busy just living my life as me. There is no one way to look or feel. What matters is how you see yourself.
Take one step at a time. Be yourself. Read through Susan's Place. Ask questions whenever you need help. The people here come from all walks of life. Our paths are different, but the feelings are often similar. We learn from each other. Most of us wish we had started earlier, but as someone recently wrote in their introduction, "Better Late Than Never." That is exactly right. It is never too late to start being who you are.
Once you feel comfortable here, it would be appreciated if you add a little bit more about yourself in the other forums and threads. I would appreciate it very much as, I'm always interested in learning something new about new members.
In addition members of Susan's will more than likely will discuss problems or issues that are similar to yours as most have experienced these issues as well.
Please keep in mind when posting that this is an
ALL AGES PUBLIC Forum and the internet never forgets. Do not post anything that you do not want to be made public.
Take care and all the best for the future.
Once again, Welcome to Susan's Place!Best Wishes AlwaysSarah BGlobal Moderator@Devlyn @Jessica_Rose @Mariah @Northern Star Girl @Lori Dee @ Paula1960
