What I Wouldn't Give

[Ell]

Holly Brook - "What I Wouldn't Give"
i don't know why, but this song is just terribly special to me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w4aKYV9VfGM#noexternalembed

[annajasmine]

Hey Ellie,
It's a beautiful song. My favorite lyrics are "as the sun begins to fall I hear her calling out to me she's sayin' hurry it's one more day gone" , "as the moon begins to rise it shows me all the colors that I'm hiding I'm hiding myself", and "what I wouldn't give just to forget so I can remember how to live again". Oh well I post half the lyrics its 4:30am hopefully this post make sense. I can see why the song is so special to you.

Sorry I didn't see the post earlier.

Good night or morning,
Anna

[Ell]

Sorry I didn't see the post earlier.

Anna

ok, i forgive you for not seeing my post earlier. in the future, just remember my posts are so important (hypnotizing you now) so important, so important... 

-ellie

[debbie.j]

Sorry I didn't see the post earlier.

Anna

ok, i forgive you for not seeing my post earlier. in the future, just remember my posts are so important (hypnotizing you now) so important, so important... 

-ellie

yes oh great and mighty ellie 

[Ell]

Sorry I didn't see the post earlier.

Anna

ok, i forgive you for not seeing my post earlier. in the future, just remember my posts are so important (hypnotizing you now) so important, so important... 

-ellie

yes oh great and mighty ellie 

no, not great. definitely not mighty. even if i can somehow reach my highest potential, i doubt anyone will ever say that. 'specially not me.

-ellie

[debbie.j]

Sorry I didn't see the post earlier.

Anna

ok, i forgive you for not seeing my post earlier. in the future, just remember my posts are so important (hypnotizing you now) so important, so important... 

-ellie

yes oh great and mighty ellie 

no, not great. definitely not mighty. even if i can somehow reach my highest potential, i doubt anyone will ever say that. 'specially not me.

-ellie

ellie hun dont never sell your self short. you are and thats all there is to it 

[Ell]

Sorry I didn't see the post earlier.

Anna

ok, i forgive you for not seeing my post earlier. in the future, just remember my posts are so important (hypnotizing you now) so important, so important... 

-ellie

yes oh great and mighty ellie 

no, not great. definitely not mighty. even if i can somehow reach my highest potential, i doubt anyone will ever say that. 'specially not me.

-ellie

ellie hun dont never sell your self short. you are and thats all there is to it 

well, sometimes i do feel special (thank you), but only in a very natural or ordinary sense.

as i mentioned to Nichole the other day, i do feel that i have passed through my "caterpillar" stage, and have have gotten my butterfly wings.

on the other hand, i don't actually do anything with my new wings. which is why i call myself an idiot. or, it could be that i'm still actually in my cocoon, and only sense the presence of my wings...

-ellie

[debbie.j]

Sorry I didn't see the post earlier.

Anna

ok, i forgive you for not seeing my post earlier. in the future, just remember my posts are so important (hypnotizing you now) so important, so important... 

-ellie

yes oh great and mighty ellie 

no, not great. definitely not mighty. even if i can somehow reach my highest potential, i doubt anyone will ever say that. 'specially not me.

-ellie

ellie hun dont never sell your self short. you are and thats all there is to it 

well, sometimes i do feel special (thank you) , but only in a very natural or ordinary sense. 

as i mentioned to Nichole the other day, i do feel that i have passed through my "caterpillar" stage, and have have gotten my butterfly wings. (that is a good think ellie hun    )

on the other hand, i don't actually do anything with my new wings.( sometimes it takes time to get

used to your new wings hun    )

which is why i call myself an idiot.( forgive me for this ellie hun but STOP saying that ! )

or, it could be that i'm still actually in my cocoon, and only sense the presence of my wings...( that could

be the case maybe it is that time will only tell this. or maybe you just need to learn to

use them to there best hun 

-ellie

[annajasmine]

ok, i forgive you for not seeing my post earlier. in the future, just remember my posts are so important (hypnotizing you now) so important, so important... 

-ellie

Thank you for your forgiveness. For some reason I find all your posts interesting lately. I guess I'm one of the Minions of Ellie(great band name). I hope you get your wings to work. I think something ate my wings if ever had them and laid a parasite in me that slowing eating me from the inside. Actually things have been some what ok lately. Don't call yourself idiot your making sure you can fly before jumping. Keep your hopes up and things will work out even if takes a while.

Anna

[Ell]

Thank you for your forgiveness. For some reason I find all your posts interesting lately. I guess I'm one of the Minions of Ellie(great band name). I hope you get your wings to work. I think something ate my wings if ever had them and laid a parasite in me that slowing eating me from the inside. Actually things have been some what ok lately. Don't call yourself idiot your making sure you can fly before jumping. Keep your hopes up and things will work out even if takes a while.

Anna

Thank you for your kind words. i will listen to you and debbie.j, and try to be more patient.

-ellie