Never think you are a weirdo.I thought i was wierd my whole life,i am 42 now.I was born a ->-bleeped-<-.(yeah,research has showed there is a predisposition).It is something that will never go away.There are alot worst things to be in life than a ->-bleeped-<-/crossdresser,like maby a drug addict,alcoholic,criminal.burglar..Etc.... I am finding out that alot of guys like me this way,And i like them,if that makes me gay too than soo friggin what? i am happy.I was hanging out with a friend of mine having a few drink's and he said" how about you put on that sexy black dress you got".I could'nt believe it.I ran to the bathroom to change for him.We had a great time and i would not trade it for the world.