This really has nothing to do with my transition...But I figured since it had been so long since I have posted that I wanted to let you all know what has been going on in the past six months of my life. I got married in August of 07 to the woman that I thought I would spend my life with. Well not two months later our marriage started to fall apart. I started drinking heavily again...and it only got worse from there. I was drinking everyday unless I was working...those were the only days that I was really sober....and that was four days a week. Well my wife asked for a full seperation in February or so...I moved out in March and I took it harder than I thought. I got into some trouble in February and was told I had to seek treatment for my alcholism. It took that nite of I dont even want to remember ....to fully realize what had been happening. Drinking can completely ruin your life if you let it...I almost did. I just finished my program...and I have thirty five days sober under my belt as of today. On top of all this my therapist told me that I had to hold off on my transition. She had given me my letter and then pulled it so to speak....I was so pissed off with her that I did not call her for a couple of weeks. But after sobering up for a bit.....after a bender....I understood why she did...i needed to do something about my drinking....I am ready to start Testoerone...I am ready to move forward with my transition. I am more sure of who I am now that I have a clear head...I feel fantastic.
Anyway.....just wanted to update everyone on what has been going on. I also wanted to find out if anyone knows any therapist in ct or mass who specializes so I can get my letter. My therapist has not called me back in two weeks and I need to move forward with my transition for my own sanity. Ok....hope everyone is well.
Jesse
