I used to be a member here some time ago but didn't have the internet for a while. I forgot my password and such so thought I would start a fresh. I am a 19 year old FTM. I have a lot going around in my head at the moment, a lot I want to get out but I just don't have the patience to sit and type it all out right now. It would probably do some good to get it out but I just feel so rubbish. I just wanted to come back here, especially during this difficult time for me. I remember meeting some great people and I remember it being a great place to come and a nice community. I just really would like some people to talk with, somewhere I know there are people who understand how I feel. It feels safe here and I feel a little bit normal. It's a relief to be back