How I get dressed
http://lifeandhealth.guardian.co.uk/women/story/0,,2271992,00.html4/13/2008
"I've been going through a transformation lately. I think girls go
through it more than boys, but all my life I've struggled to try to be
attractive to men. I always felt like the whole reason I had a vision,
or looked a certain way, was to be beautiful, so a man would like me.
I carried that in my heart so badly when I was 15. I was so
self-conscious of the way I looked, of my hair and my face. I was
really anorexic, the opposite of what I am now, but I was like one of
those girls who only eats half a yoghurt a day and thinks that will be
the reason that some man loves her. It's delusional, but you have that
until you realise the brokenness of it."