A year or so ago, I had a series of dreams, nearly every night for weeks, where I'd dream that I'd "wake up" in this woman's head. That is, I'd fall asleep, and have a dream where I'd open "my" eyes and realize that I'm still dreaming, but I'm not me... I'm now sharing the mind of some woman I don't know.
She normally didn't know I was there, but oftentimes she did; and kinda shrugged it off with a, "oh well, what ELSE could happen to me?" attitude. She was apparently going through a rough time. I guess suddenly hearing voices in her head wasn't helping things much either.
She introduced me (us?) to her husband (they split up at one point when I wasn't around), gave me a tour of her work (she just received a promotion and now travelled around to various school districts as a special kids education specialist - which is partly why they broke up - the voices didn't help either), and once showed me her/our picture in her yearbook ("not exactly a hottie, was I?" she commented).
Middle-aged blonde (bleach) woman, average-looking, reading glasses, tended to wear business attire, painful heels, sweaty stockings, etc. I think she smoked (though not when I was visiting), which was really icky for me (you could taste it, and she looked... weathered). Very tired all the time from travelling and running around. The new promotion was proving more trouble than it was worth.
It certainly put an end to any fantasies that being female is all about being sexy and frilly and giggly, lol. Not that I ever entertained such ideas anyway, but... still.
Another one of those tidbits I tend to not mention to my therapist
Oh, and yes... I have dreams of being crossdressed as a male, as well as dreams of being an ordinary female, and sometimes a hybrid of the two. Most are oriented around the "what will people think?" theme, which seems to be something I need to work through.
