Hi Chyna!
I understand what you mean about not getting SRS,
I feel that way about getting a penis done, Don't need it, don't want it.Can't afford it anyway.A penis does not make a man a man .A detachable penis is just fine for me,I can go to the right bathroom.write my name in the snow with it and use it in other ways..
I learned alot over the years about how my actions and demeanors create the impressions of gender. I found when I relax and be myself,wear what I want to,I get called "sir" ,when I tense up and get self consious,my gender conflict surfaces and I get callled Ma'am.Or worse hooted at.
It probably goes the other way for you.I guess??
I do want chest surgery because the chest is a discomfort for me physically and emotionally ,DD,it's kinda hard to ignore.. But I don't need to transition all the way as male to be the genderqueer guy cat I am .I have no interest in taking "T" or getting a lower voice,cause my voice is kinda low
anyways.My jaw is very promenant and my shoulders are big muscular..I'm downright trangular,when I see my shadow falling ahead of me,and it feels nice,to see that.. my hips are narrow ,I have a masculine look by default, I can't fit into women's clothes.even if I wanted to..too tall.
But that said I think some transpeople are in a different space than others seem to be and some have discomforts with thier bodies that others seem not to ...we are all different even in how we change.I think that's a giood thing. It's all part of the vast rainbow of what we are and change itself.
