Yes, I see that I am definately not alone in these feelings. (I need to go off topic and ask how do you post pictures to a post?) My wife found out when I had started shaving my legs. I had done this because of irritation of my hairs against my pants. I had done my knees and thighs and then finally I did my entire legs. Well the blank hit the fan. First she asked if I was gay. I'm not, so I told her no. Then she asked if I wanted to be a woman. This I denied, but she finally got me to tell her that I like to dress as a woman. I thought everthing was over. She was crying and telling me no no and i was crying, because I didn't want to lose her and my daughter. She just could not believe it. Because I was involved in some very masculine activities (military) But I could not help my feelings.
Posted at: June 12, 2006, 09:56:46 PM
Like I said in my original post, I have felt this way since I was 6 or 7. My first recolection was me trying on a pair of my mom's pantyhose. I then moved on to her slips and nightgowns. I loved the feeling, but this was also associated with sexual release. Afterward, I would feel very guilty. I thought that boys should not feel this way. Then i would be back to trying the cloths on again. I also remember that my brother had a clown costom, that I felt looked like the under pinnings for her outfit that Scarlet Ohara wore in Gone with the Wind. Its the bloomers worn under their corsets. I remember wearing that one night, sneaking it to my room to try on.
