bind for others, pack for yourself

[Dev]

This topic just really messed me up.....   Now I have caught myself glancing at crotches to make sure I am packing right which I have never second guessed before!  I am wondering if my soft packy from GV is the same one that can be used for pentration because it never seemed to have anough rigidness to do anything by hang there, so I am screwed up there too.

But to add to the previous post, I do pack every moment I can.  I feel much better about myself and I feel aroused much faster when the fiancee starts roaming around.   

Binding, god if the triple compression binder from underworks does not work, I may give up and just live with the aggony of seeing I have a female chest still till I am able to get on T.  I guess on the good side is I can count down the years before that shot on 1 hand now.   It's been a long road...

I may need some advice on the whole thing after reading this post though because I am going to the beach with my fiancee and her family will be there...which is not a small family and I don't want to be appearing female at all!   If I could find a way to scar my throat or something to lower my voice, I am about tempted to do it because my voice is the only true give away I have most of the time.

[Mario]

Dev,
   The voice is a hard thing. As soon as you begin T within a month or two your way lower. I was on T 18 years ago for 10 months and am about to start again on MONDAY! and my voice has stayed low from the first time, but know it will get lower again. It is irreversable. But if you voice is in the higher range now, it will be tough to cover. Maybe use many nods and hand gestures?

                                    Marco

[Dev]

Marco,
   Thanks for the info about voice and T.  I plan to start it about 6 months before I enter Law School, so hopefully I won't be too much in transition by then. 
   I actually thought about taking sign language courses to refresh myself and just not talk at all unless at home.  Of course the fiancee would know what I wanted and so could pull off understanding me and would give her a good lil laugh at times I am sure.   Or could just take paper and pen around like a customer used to do when I was working fast food.

Now if I can just get the rest of me to the point of overly conviencing for her family, I would be in heaven since i know they will be grilling me mentally and physically once they see her engagement ring. 

[taylor]

Hey Dev,

Need not worry yourself with the intercourse part. I did not get graphic but there is a difference, I just said it can go inside, I did not say you could pump away like a mad man LOL  and also getting it inside takes some extra effort but can be done, just please make sure to use a condom...hey get creative!!! ( Warning!!: DO NOT try and place an object inside the condom with the penis to give it a stiffer feel, it will puncture the condom and can puncture your partners internal parts!!)

As for the beach I assure you this is 100% safe with a waist band sewed to it.  You may want to wear low cut briefs or something underneath your trunks if you feel better about it...the only issue you can have is looking well endowd after getting yoru trunks wet and coming out of the water...other than that there is no real issue. Some guys would rather wear low cuts under the trunks because it just feels better. I highly suggest trying this out in a pool, or whatever before going with family and friends...other than your partner. Just to find your personal comfort zone.

Peace,

Taylor