dunno where to put this, i guess it fits here
yay another post from me! almost seems impossible to come here with the almost constant presence of people in my bedroom

i know its still a far away worry, but im just wondering. If its true all the stuff ive been reading about transexuals in portugal (where i was born and currently live) this is not a place i want to transition.
now lets suppose i move to another (more trans-friendly country) and succesfuly transition, id still need the official name change somewhen. And id need to do it in the country im from (where i have my ID card from), right? considering how we are mostly viewed in portugal, it seems quite difficult to request that... also if i started transition in another country, what would i do about it if i came back (no therapist, no source of hormones, no support, etc.)
i know i know i should worry more about if, how and when i should transition (im pretty sure about the if part

) but this helps in defining the when part... i still dont know how i should go on about this... argh why does this life has to be so difficult?
btw. wen i say name change i also mean official sex change and... basically everything that is an official change