Sometime yes, it means I wouldn't have to go through the pain of telling my 15 yr old son that his dad wants and needs to become a woman. I don't look forward to that day at all and it is coming soon. I also wouldn't give up any of my experiences so far, the ones to come, the great ladies I have met here, and in the world. The challenges that make me a stronger, better person. everything I have learned about myself since fully accepting being ts.
So the answer is no, I don't truly wish that I was a genuine memebr of my birth sex. In fact NO WAY. I love being who I am.
Hugz,
Ariana