I've almost been that desperate.... mainly when I'm overly depressed and you add a whole lot of alcohol to the mix...
this may sound stoopid, but every time I felt that urge coming on, Id drink myself so stupid I couldn't move...
I can understand where they are coming from, but at the same time, I don't want to damage the raw materials I'll need later so... I'm FINALLY going to a pro for the orchi XD