Wanting what I have (blog/comments)

[Natasha]

Wanting what I have

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6/19/2008

"My 'gendered feelings' are what they are. I can dismantle them and explain the parts in a non-gendered way, but when all pieces are combined, 'gender-free' just doesn't work on them. But at the core of these feelings is a sense of intimacy I don't think I've felt for a very long time: so long that I'm not even sure what it is any more. Maybe I never knew what it was at all? I don't know..."