Well, people on the chat know this... dont think Ive posted it in the forum yet....
I did suceed in getting my old (good) job back.... with a 1.25/hr pay raise while I was at it.
I start tomarrow.....
Im extreemly nervous cuz last time I worked here I was doing it for two reasons, one I needed something to do, and 2 I liked helping my at the time fience out. Very little bothered me till I went off the hrt because I really didnt need the job... This time around I NEED the job... it is a high stress enviroment... and it will make the diffrence between starting to rebuild, or absolute ruin.
Should things go well, this will allow me to continue my Transition. (planing on going full time mid october allready checked with the hr staff and management on what would have to be done <follow the dresscode is about it really>). And I'll be able to get an appartment of my own and get out of this hell hole knows as my parrents house. I swear that another 3 weeks here let alone another 3 months will cause me to start going bald AGAIN. and Im alergic to cats LoL my mom has like 30 of them.
Anyways I restart training tomarrow, going from 3:00pm - 11:00pm for the next 5 weeks.... then to a "normal" schedual LoL