Welcome to Susan's, Min.
Your decisions about how or whether to complete a transition are your own and there is no shame, or shouldn't be, in doing what you feel comfortable with. You may well find that as time goes on you'll find that genitals are better when they fit you. But, as Elwood said, not everyone does and they decide that.
In the meantime, read and comment, post and read the answers and just take some time to get to know yourself if you have doubts about exactly who you are or would like to be.
Please take some time to read
The Site Rules and on
The Main Page you can discover Links, Chat and Wiki for your use as well. You might also want to go to the "Announcements" section and read the two posts "Post Ranks" and "Reputation Rules" to help you with some knowledge about when you can apply your own avatars, PM, and what those lil stars mean beneath all of our names and how to get them for yourself as well!!

It's great to have you here!

Enjoy your stay.
Nichole