The support meeting (5.24.08) wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. It was quiet enjoyable, it reminded me of a Ladies Churchmeeting. I was the only S/O there but they made me and Alphabetsoup feel really welcomed and comfortable. At first I thought I was going to go into a panic attack, but since we were one of the first ones there the parsonage house's a.c. hadn't been turned on and it was quiet warm!!! Alphabetsoup, Emily (one of the ladies) and I sat outside on the picnic bench until the house cooled down. I talked myself out of the panic attack and had a really great time!!!!!;)