Hello my name is Pauline, I am a student in Muncie, Indiana majoring in a stresful major, but that is nothing new for me. When I came to Muncie, leaving behind my 6 siblings, whom don't understand who or what I am, and a mother who is open-arms to me, and a deceased father due to suicide. When I first came to this city it wasn't long until I told someone I thought I could trust of my situation, I was wrong and I found that out the hard way when I was raped by him. After that I went internal and hid myself, perfecting a uber masculine facade for the world to see. In November I finally started to deal with being raped and coming once-again about to acceptance of myself, went into suicidal ideation twice, and was diagnosed by psychologists as bipolar, though they didn't know my condition. I started goign full-time in the beginning of the spring semester about 3132006 and soon after that I was asked to withdraw from classes on a medical leave and get some mental stuff done, and now I once again am returning to that fair city, with a feeling that I need to inform the uniersity that it is not just biological women who get raped only by men (what great knowledge). And I am going to talk to my doctor, (psych-something or another) about going on hormones on wednesday.
That in bried is an introduction and a short bio of myself, sorry I can't spell, I look forward to hearing from you all.
Bon voyage,
Pauline
