a very good night:)

[deniz]

life is full of surprises and i feel so happy today/
it is over a month since my break up with my ex and yesterday i had my first new date:)with a wondrefull boy(so far)
2 days ago, arriving from a red wine party( i got little drunk) a handsome guy came next to my window with his car( i was driving so i could not hear, so i stopped at the next traffic lights
he asked me.miss are you drunk:)you drive funny. i smiled and i said i am ok.he asked me to stop by the next parking space:)and i did
he was really worried and he said he would come with me till i go home or till i park somewhere so i take i taxi.i said i am really ok but we exchanged  phones:)
anyway.yesterday we went out for dinner and movies)::)we kissed. really long kiss(maybe 30-40 minutes:))
then i did the unspeakable.i proposed if we could sleep together(just sleep) cause i miss a good hug since my break up
he was thrilled and he was a gentleman:)
i jusy came home from his place.it was the first night i really had fun since george left me
and although i do not risk to love again someone, a wonderful night took place,and a good friendship might have arised:)

[PolarBear]

Awww.... That's sweet!
And you're right; sometimes there's nothing better than a good hug and a warm body next to you to snuggle up to.

Enjoy it.

[NicholeW.]

O, Deniz, I'm so happy for you! 

You sound absolutely wonderful, like life is flowing into you once more.

Your post makes me very happy. I've been worried about you, hoping that something could bring you bak to life. I'm glad that this has!!

Love,

Nichole

[deniz]

great pic nichole:)
yes i am better:)and the new guy keeps calling(5 times yesterda) 2 times today so far..
i will not risk breaking my heart again
but good company is always welcome
even if it's a company of wolves:)

[Annwyn]

I ish jealous:-)

Have fun w/ him.  Might wanna drop the bomb on him sometime soon, although most guys kinda figure it out on their own after they've been close to you for long enough.

[NicholeW.]

great pic nichole:)
yes i am better:)and the new guy keeps calling(5 times yesterda) 2 times today so far..
i will not risk breaking my heart again
but good company is always welcome
even if it's a company of wolves:)

Thanks, luv.

Wolves actually aren't as bad as we make them out to be -- I could see where shepherds or goatherds might have a few problems with them. But, they are loyal and fiercely protective of their own! Very family-oriented and are great providers!

And they mate for mostly life, at least until one is deposed by a younger and more fertile member of the pack! 

O, that last factoid kinda sounds like guys too, doesn't it. *sigh* Dealing with the "trophy" wife, girlfriend. >

You do sound great. Enjoy his company and don't worry about making it permanent.

And as long as it's company, then I wouldn't worry too much about "dropping any bombs" either.

It's just so good to read a smile in your posts again, Deniz.

Nichole