I wrote this on a cool rainy afternoon on April 1st-- my birthday.
Reincarnation is one theory of life that some have proposed. I'm not sure if we will get other chances to return and live again, but if it is so, I know what my choice will be. I have frequent dreams of being a girl and possibly in a previous life I really was a girl. Who knows, it could happen, one can only hope.
Why can't I choose?
Why am I here? I truly don't know,
and why am I not a girl, how could this be so?
Did someone ask me or give me a choice?
No! No one listened to my sweet little voice.
Was it because of some Grand Design,
or something done wrong in a previous time?
Will someone please tell me? Have pity on me.
It's not my fault I'm not who I should be.
But I'm here now, and not quite sure what I should do.
My life is mixed up, and I sometimes feel blue.
My body does not match my heart and my soul.
I'm a girl inside, and I will always be so.
I live each day hoping my life will change,
and then one day I'll get to rearrange,
and become the person I've longed to be.
Then my heart and soul will be home and be free.
And so I keep hoping, I've got nothing to lose.
Oh please, please, please, next time may I choose?
