How does it feel like to be androgyne?

[cindybc]

Hi Pica Pica my friend.

Once upon a time there was this lost wondering soul, that soul found the the door to the androgynes thread and met many nice folks there and they helped her find her way to the correct door to step though. I don't forget such favors whether it be on the web or in real life. You see the person typing out their response or sharing their view are very much real people.

Cindy doffs her hat with the long plume to her side and bows respectfully and says "Thank you!"

Cindy

Darn spelling spell check doesn't help much on those kind of words and my other spell checker Wing Walker was temporary out of order taking a nap.

[Pica Pica]

aah now there is the cindy we know.. wafting

[Kinkly]

The Idea of being 1/2 a person I get but 4 me that 1/2 we seem to be missing has been replaced with weird stuff & confusing stuff that does not come from Mars or Venus & defiantly not earth 

[icontact]

I feel both relieved and a bit unnerved that I'm not the only one who feels this way.

Eh, it's fine. There are many actually, just not on this forum. Welcome to depersonalization/dissociation/whatever label they're giving it nowadays.

[Kinkly]

i'm an observer of everyone around me always trying to workout why I don't fit in trying to fit in has never worked I've decided not to try anymore if I can't be me then why should I try to be someone else and I just need help to change my body so It matches my true self I'll look like a freaK but at least I'll be me

[cindybc]

Well people can be very interesting. Have you ever taken attention to their behavior, characteristics and personality, like when sitting in a crowded place, say in a restaurant? Chezzzzzz wizzzzzz, now there is where you can get a good education on the behaviour of the many different individuals of society.

The oddity of human beings doesn't stop only at the door step of the different gender dysphoric or the between gender peeps. But then you take and observe the odd behaviour of the others of the cisgender population and noting the oddities among them just may bring forth a good case of giggle fits.

I have had the experience for a good many years as a peep watcher. Most of my life was looking over the other side of the fence at what I presumed was the normal peeps of society. Are the monkeys truly running the zoo? I believe there are some way more stable monkeys among those running the zoo, we just see the zoo in various, different colors. What's there to be afraid of in being who we are? The tin gods out there?

Love
Cindy

[Pica Pica]

People Watching is the sport of kings

[cindybc]

Thank you Pica Pica, that's it exactly, except that you may have more time to study each scene in real life.

Cindy

[Pica Pica]

it was the closest representation i could find

[Constance]

Pica, I think I understand what you've posted here.

I wouldn't say I'm half a person (though I love that song). I'd say I feel more like I'm two halves of two persons. That's not to say I'm bigender. I just feel like I'm part of two different persons rolled into one.

[Jaimey]

The more I think about it, the more I do sort of feel like half a person.  Not in a bad way, per se, but half none the less.

[cindybc]

Hi, Pica Pica, it is sufficiently accurate for our representation of the diversity of human behaviour, beliefs and preferences. I think it's a good start for this particular topic. I could elaborate but then it would only be my views being expressed.

So one finds it safer to walk the tight rope over the falls because it feels safer than to stop and have to make a choice as to which is safest way one wants to step off the rope. Ze/hir will still find themselves in the same peril in the end no matter which way they step off the rope. Well, whether I am right or wrong in my observations is irrelevant. This post is just my own thoughts being expressed. Though I may have been unwilling to have a relationship with neither a man nor a woman possibly stems from abusive experiences I had with a couple of member of the opposite sex.

I still continued to have the secret desire to be a girl from all the way back to an early age. Because of the nature and diversity of the gender preferences of humanity, each will end up having a different piece of the same puzzle in the end. It is not wrong, good, or indifferent. It only is the way it is. Maybe it's a test. In that case just follow what you believe to be from the heart.

Cindy