Now I went and did it!

I'm headed to the court in about an hour to pay the fee and file for my name change! God it would be awesome to see my name in print officially!
I came into some money to pay up my bills and a creditor and already have an appointment set for hrt.
As far as hrt, I'm nervous but ready. I fear some of the darker side effects.

Everyone knows who I am in the real world, I already live 24/7 as my true gender though I'm not passable. Hopefully the doctor won't make me go through the therapy to get hrt. I'm pretty good at self counsel and internal problem solving.
I'm impatient to get started.
But I have a lot of patience to start slow in the sense that I would be more than willing to start on a weak dose of hrt such as trans dermal to see how my body reacts.
P.S. Sorry about the me, me, me thread, I'm just excited and had to tell everyone!